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maddame

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Monday Mar 02, 2009

Mar 2, 2009
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I get really scared sometimes when I'm sleeping.
It must be the unconsious state.
Although the truth is revealled when we are like this.
And I have been affraid of death while I am between Dreams.
I wake up, not from a bad dream, but from vibes,
And I look to the door and to the windows
Because I feel as though death is coming.
To get me.

Especially at 6am this morning.
The wind is sooooo loud and harsh and its after something.
Maybe it's after me.
I was still very sleepy but some how the thoughts of the house collapsing into me was on my mind.
Maybe because I have been surrounded and confronted with so many more deaths in the past 4 months than I have ever been.
And it's a sign.
That I better make myself ready or else I will regret it for eternity and I can never go back.


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rascuache_:
beautiful picture. the last comment was meant for scotty smile for you too as well i suppose but it pertained to something she announced rather than to your current blog.
Mar 2, 2009
crimsonpetals:
That is an amazing photo. xo

I dream everynight, I used to be afraid I'd become an insomniac after so many nightmares. Now I'm immune It seems!Although lastnight left me feeling a little disturbed this morning.
Mar 2, 2009

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