madcaddie

Wow I have been incredibly busy, no time for the scene kids that actually care about this sight. Cheers to you guys for being so fucking awesome.

My life is girl friend, finishing school, getting the fuck out of town, and staying away from crap like this. I am so not hip, you guys rule.

I am in complete girl land, I am just ecstatic. Holy shit, its fucking awesome right now. Drunk with a good girl, life is fucking good.

Welp, here I am again. I just don't think I will ever be able to fully rid myself of this journal thing. I just don't put nearly enough effort into it but oh well.

All I can say right now is that women are pain in the ass to me right now. The one I want has totally shunned me, one that is to young...
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Damn I haven't been here in a while. well not with enough time or motivation to update this thing. I have just been in a transition period with lots of crap going on all the time. I just moved for the second time in a year, so I'm trying to adjust to living with a roomate again. Its nice but I also miss having space...
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I found out today that a friend of mine died in a drunk driving accident. He was some one who you would never think that this would happen to, but here it is. This guy busted his ass to support his wife and two kids. He was never a drunk (I've only seen him drink a couple of times) and always seemed to be the...
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Just got back from seeing Flogging Molly for the first time. I don't know why I hadn't seen them before. It was a nice break from the usual crap shows I've been going to. And on top of that it's snowing right now for the first time in something like four or five weeks, how fucking sweet is that? Alright, beers gone, exhaustion taking effect,...
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I think I should invest in PBR stock, if such a thing exists.

So hey, I ran over a dog with my car today. I feel absolutely horrible about it but what can I can I do? This has just been the culmination of an immensely fucked week, go figure that it would happen to me. Other than that, today was a pretty good day. Kansas won the best basketball game I have ever witnessed. I spent time...
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I apologize right now for how emo this is.

Its now been about a week and I hven't seen or heard from her. It hurts me to think of that but I think it is for the best. I love her (and I think I can truly say that) and I miss her more than anything right now. I told you this was emo. OH...
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welp, Krispy is going to leave for tomorrow. I won't see her for three weeks. How absolutely terrible is that? We hung out this weekend at Dave's after the Bowry Boys show and had a great time. I just don't understand. If I call, she almost never calls back and if I see her at work its seems to piss her off. But if we...
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Being drunk and alone at 1:30 in the moringn is not necessarily the best thing in the world. I keep getting thoughts in my head about how well things are going to turn out. Then the next morning I realize that I'm full of shit. Why is that? The world seems alright when you're drunk and then when then you're sober it seems like the...
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