madamleslie

I ran into an old flame from my past. Someone with whom I have an amazing past with. When I saw him it was magic. We couldn't stop looking into each others eyes. Talking, laughing, holding hands. We were hanging out at a bar and then we went back to my house to watch a movie. I don't know who started the kissing but it felt amazing. After almost four years, this man still knows exactly where to touch me, how to kiss me - how to do everything to make me feel good, physically and emotionally. He still knows exactly what to say to make me weak in the knees. And after all this time, we still love each other. I gave up a great girlfriend and a boy toy just to be with him. I gave him my heart. And he gave me his. I know it seems like we're rushing into things so fast but if you knew our history, you wouldn't say that. Its amazing how he came into my life at the right time. Just when I was ready to give up on everything. We compliment each other perfectly. Our bodies just fit into each other like the last pieces of a puzzle. It's awesome. I re-introduced him to my family and my mom and they love him. He's adapted perfectly to my family. Christopher LOVES him and that's rare. Christopher doesn't like anyone. Christopher doesn't even like me half the time but he LOVES Peter. Peter tried to teach Christopher how to play his ABC's on the keyboard, how to do karate - they were so cute when they were playing together. Peter wants to have six kids - with ME - lmao. I was like, "Um...no. I'm not having six kids. I'll have a maximum of two...maybe!" I can't believe I'm talking about having kids! But whatever, it feels right. I can't stop myself from the way I'm feeling and I can honestly say I've never had these feelings before EXCEPT with HIM! Well, except with him and one person, but that didn't work out for obvious reasons. I don't know, me and him we just fit. We complete each other lol. I'm so happy. I'm so lucky. When we met and dated in high school I never thought I'd be where I'm at right now with him. But if you can not be near someone for 4 years and come together and you find that you still have that love that you had for each other back then, and it's grown beyond what you'd ever have imagined, how can you let that go? What we have together has lasted this long - we've had the rough patch, we've been through the shit, we've had the fights - all that's left now is us. That's really special. We treasure and value each other. Last night we made love and he told me that he wanted to marry me. And I want to marry him. So I guess we're unofficially officially engaged. I can't picture myself with anyone else and I can picture myself being with him for the rest of my life. So there it is. The person I've been looking for was right in front of me all along. Isn't that the way it always works out.

I love you, baby.