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madamleslie

North Brunswick, NJ

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Tuesday Feb 01, 2005

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Don't you hate it when people purposely fuck with your emotions? Don't you hate it when people aren't supportive of the day to day bull shit you actually go through? If someone asks you about your life, it makes it seem like they actually care. But then this same person turns around and says you're nothing but a "piece of ass". How are you supposed to feel about that? I've been on and off with this person for about four months and for the last three we've done nothing but fight and argue about how this person feels about me and how they treat me. And every single day, we fight, we make up, we agree not to see each other and the cycle repeats itself over and over again. Why am I allowing myself to be used? Why am I allowing myself to be treated like "a piece of ass"? Why can't I just let this person go, say good-bye, move on? Why am I the only one in this fucked up relationship asking these questions? Does this person realize that they are causing me nothing but grief? frown I have to end this today.
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hopelessstar:
That had to be a rough six months..

And, I completely hear you with the emotional games shit. IT really all does just come down to what will make you happy in the long run. Letting someone drive you crazy and bring you grief is never any good.

I need to listen to myself more often.
Feb 1, 2005
fallen1carus:
i agree entirely. i've been in 2 relationships that sound exactly like what you just described. i was just so used to being with these people, that i forgot how fucked up they were being to me. i lost sense of reality about the way that decent people actually treat each other, and i didn't do anything about it. both were learning experiences, and i know what to look for now. you already realize it's wrong... i hope ending it goes well. you deserve more.
Feb 2, 2005

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