madamedevour

-My mind in the past few months has been a blur. My thoughts are planned and thought out precisely, but no follow through. Its all baby steps to the cake walk. Can little girls still be scared too. I know my mind is ready for change in a drastic way, but am I ready, will I be lost in others opinions again? Will I loose who I am, its taken so long to become what I am today, right now, this very second. I cherish my progress. . . . Breath, baby steps.

- I need to breath

I need to appreciate the little miniscule details, last week or so I was sitting on the back porch smoking the last of the pack, and I saw the most promising detail take place. A broken yellow flower head was laying on the ground, weeping pollen out, and I saw a butterfly circle around the flower pot looking at the perfect stems, and it ended up flying over and drinking from the broken flower on the ground, if I could have cried, I would have let myself that day. it bleed yellow.

- maybe there is such a thing as a promise.

- Im really happy, really.

- Im privileged to even be living.

- I know Ive spent some time lying.

- I try not to be the bad guy

- Im going to be just fine.


Love.













"born and you're red, dead and you're blue, green at nineteen, and grey at twentytwo." -les savy fav