I love my Catholic candles, even though I am still searching for my lost faith. I mean honestly, can something that costs less than a buck cleanse me of my sins? Maybe it works like shaking salt across your shoulder. just some good luck. I just appreciate them being around on rainy days.
Tomorrow, im going to call my doc up about some acupuncture. My back is killing me. I would love a quick fix, even though Ive never beenI think it looks pretty religious and holy enough to give it a try. I heard it works wonders. I just hope my insurance covers some of itwell shit I dont think it does.
Yeah the holidays are becoming a slow IV drip of bahumbug for me. I remember not being able to sleep through the night on Christmas Eve. I remember it going by so fast, not being able to stop myself from smiling. I do plan on decorating a small fake tree though, those rituals need to be continued, just so I can sit down when im glum and look at it with a kiddish appreciation and glow.
Things arent bad, just not what it seemed it would be, and thats to be expected. I want all these things, sometimes I feel so selfish. Human nature though, I suppose. I just want to be happy inside, and not have to rely on others for fulfillment, and I have come a long way from the beginning. I want to be in control of my life. I want others to see that I can do what makes my heart content and make a living too. I want all these things. I need to start climbing the ladder. I trust that it will all fall into place sooner than later.
Im going job hunting eithier tomorrow or the next. I know Katz is hiring, and so is Huts. Im not giving up though on finding a apprenticing gig. I swear I wont. i just need some money in the bank account.
Im enrolling in some schooling also. Take some sociology and British literature classes. Just relax and do my thangg.
Love to you.
Tomorrow, im going to call my doc up about some acupuncture. My back is killing me. I would love a quick fix, even though Ive never beenI think it looks pretty religious and holy enough to give it a try. I heard it works wonders. I just hope my insurance covers some of itwell shit I dont think it does.
Yeah the holidays are becoming a slow IV drip of bahumbug for me. I remember not being able to sleep through the night on Christmas Eve. I remember it going by so fast, not being able to stop myself from smiling. I do plan on decorating a small fake tree though, those rituals need to be continued, just so I can sit down when im glum and look at it with a kiddish appreciation and glow.
Things arent bad, just not what it seemed it would be, and thats to be expected. I want all these things, sometimes I feel so selfish. Human nature though, I suppose. I just want to be happy inside, and not have to rely on others for fulfillment, and I have come a long way from the beginning. I want to be in control of my life. I want others to see that I can do what makes my heart content and make a living too. I want all these things. I need to start climbing the ladder. I trust that it will all fall into place sooner than later.
Im going job hunting eithier tomorrow or the next. I know Katz is hiring, and so is Huts. Im not giving up though on finding a apprenticing gig. I swear I wont. i just need some money in the bank account.
Im enrolling in some schooling also. Take some sociology and British literature classes. Just relax and do my thangg.
Love to you.
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it works so good for me.