So yea my friend who is so close she is like a sister decided to bitch me out because my job is not really a job and involves no work and I have had it so I told her she eaither loves me as I am smoking working at the library etc. or we can't be friends.
"Well firstly I didn't realize it was a sin to hit reply you were talking to me on myspace so I just replied. But I'm a drama queen because the reply wasn't sorry I guess, I didn't mention my job being difficult at all I gave a reason why it can take me so long to reply to messages or texts. I am not supposed to use my phone at work un less it's really necessary. I am sick of having to constantly justify my life/lifestyle to you, no matter what I do I am "lazy, unambitiouse, unmotivated, immature etc." I work damn hard for my pay and that's not including the fifteen or so extra hours I work to prepare for the three programs I run every week. I also spend at least two hours a day moving books around and I don't mean a few at a time but fifty to one hundred pound boxes, I spend several hours checking call numbers and filing books. It can take up to three hours to locate a call number in another library's system. then texting me when you know I'm asleep is childish, I don't get up t six in the morning nor do I go to bed at nine. I am not sorry for how I live MY life and if you love me you'll take me as I am, because I am done being sorry for my life I am who I am and I have no regrets. I love you but I can't just let you sit in judgment of me and try to make me feel like shit.
Jay"
I feel this isn't as mean or what ever as I could be so I sent it hoping she would see my point of view.
her reply:
"When the hell have I ever called you lazy, unambitious, etc? um NEVER!!! Why? Because friends dont do that shit. Ive tried to push you to move away from Mikey because she makes you so pissy. Guess what Celeste has tried to help you too. Do you hate her now too?
What about when I texted you at 1PM or what about texting me after work?
It doesnt matter. You dont care about anyone but yourself, you never have, and you never will. When you grow up give me a call and well hang out sometime. Ill be here taking care of my family and trying to make something of myself.
Fuck you!"
So yea when I hope she means besides this letter which implies all that and mor, but how about when I didn't want to go to college, or when I worked at the restaurant. I hate that it's always got to be her way or the highway, quit smoking or we can't be friends, ask me before you dump your girlfriend, she even got pissede because I wouldn't take her rout to visit her brecause i like mine better. I am fucking sick of apologiseing for everything I do I can't keep this shit up I gotta be who I am and if people do not approve tough shit. Then I guess I'm a selfish fuck and I'll get mine eventually cuz I guess karma owes people like me a cosmic ass raping that I can't even imagine.
"Well firstly I didn't realize it was a sin to hit reply you were talking to me on myspace so I just replied. But I'm a drama queen because the reply wasn't sorry I guess, I didn't mention my job being difficult at all I gave a reason why it can take me so long to reply to messages or texts. I am not supposed to use my phone at work un less it's really necessary. I am sick of having to constantly justify my life/lifestyle to you, no matter what I do I am "lazy, unambitiouse, unmotivated, immature etc." I work damn hard for my pay and that's not including the fifteen or so extra hours I work to prepare for the three programs I run every week. I also spend at least two hours a day moving books around and I don't mean a few at a time but fifty to one hundred pound boxes, I spend several hours checking call numbers and filing books. It can take up to three hours to locate a call number in another library's system. then texting me when you know I'm asleep is childish, I don't get up t six in the morning nor do I go to bed at nine. I am not sorry for how I live MY life and if you love me you'll take me as I am, because I am done being sorry for my life I am who I am and I have no regrets. I love you but I can't just let you sit in judgment of me and try to make me feel like shit.
Jay"
I feel this isn't as mean or what ever as I could be so I sent it hoping she would see my point of view.
her reply:
"When the hell have I ever called you lazy, unambitious, etc? um NEVER!!! Why? Because friends dont do that shit. Ive tried to push you to move away from Mikey because she makes you so pissy. Guess what Celeste has tried to help you too. Do you hate her now too?
What about when I texted you at 1PM or what about texting me after work?
It doesnt matter. You dont care about anyone but yourself, you never have, and you never will. When you grow up give me a call and well hang out sometime. Ill be here taking care of my family and trying to make something of myself.
Fuck you!"
So yea when I hope she means besides this letter which implies all that and mor, but how about when I didn't want to go to college, or when I worked at the restaurant. I hate that it's always got to be her way or the highway, quit smoking or we can't be friends, ask me before you dump your girlfriend, she even got pissede because I wouldn't take her rout to visit her brecause i like mine better. I am fucking sick of apologiseing for everything I do I can't keep this shit up I gotta be who I am and if people do not approve tough shit. Then I guess I'm a selfish fuck and I'll get mine eventually cuz I guess karma owes people like me a cosmic ass raping that I can't even imagine.
zombiephile:
Thanks for the add.
karenbeth:
Yep its from the crow