I don't know what the problem is really, Andi was a good person but she wasn't good for me. I feel like I am waiting for some thing, no someone and I don't know where to look. All I know is I am tired of random hookups and relationships revolving around sex. I want a partner to share ups and downs with, I want a best friend. Instead I am just the friend or just a placeholder until a "respectable" boyfriend comes along, like having tattoos and wearing leather makes me a bad person. The last thing Andi said was that I am too small town for her, and that my jacket and patches prove it. What the hell is wrong with liking my small town it's not like I never leave. I don't know. I think I quit. 
Jay
Jay