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Just in case ya'll didn't know... it's national throw Mack under the bus month. After being thrown under again and again and again and again... I can say this about being thrown under the bus by a variety of people in all stances in my life in a short period of time:

1. It makes you question yourself a bit
2. It teaches you a lot about how temporary everything is (especially relationships with people) even if it has been going on for years and years
3. It will either make you want to hate the world and become a hermit, or it will push you on to fight for your place and defend your wonderful human self (I have chosen the later).
4. It hurts. Even if you know you will get over it, it just never feels good to be thrown under the bus by anyone... especially those near and dear to you.

On a better note, many other things in my life are going well... I got photographed professionally in my birthday suite for the first time the other day... it was super cool, I'll post some pics once I get them back from Samara, the lovely Columbian lady that did the shoot...
i am moving soon, going to Germany shortly after that and then going back to school shortly after that... all very exciting things that are going to keep me on my feet for months to come... Kisses and higs to all you folks out there in SG Land.... hola....