mackenzie_k

I have decided to take life as it comes to Me. the slow sounds of jazz and the blues and motown are indeed soothing and calming for Me. Norah Jones, Ray Charles, god rest his soul, and louis armstrong have a place in the world as wonderful performers that actually have something to say other than "hey baby lets go get laid" as alot of the new music is about. and Yes I kno I sound like My grandfather, but He was a wise man and I miss Him. Gonna have to stop talking about Him or I might cry lol. I think what we need to do is play what a wonderful world by louis and lean on me by al green and perhaps that might calm people down. fighting is stupid and really serves no purpose. I believe I am finally starting to find My place as just a guy who doesnt need to be special to lead a good life, and if I never find a girl, then I never do. I cant let My life be wasted wishing for things that I might never have, its useless. I have found that when you aim for the simple little things you get them and that makes you happier than wishing for big things and never getting them. People always remember you are beautiful in your own right and never ever let anyone tell you differently, not even yourself, and if they do, Let Me know and I will take care of it . Yes I do realize I am a big brother and I have been running from it, not wanting people to just see Me as that, but I am embracing it and I dont care. I have stopped caring what others think, only My opinion matters about Myself and if others dont like it then they have the problem not Me. Self-affirmation is a big part of My issues and I know I can work through them to be a more confident person and a better person who can make people smile, because thats all I really want in life is to make people smile and feel good about themselves. I am who I am and thats the way its gonna be, and thats what everyone should think of themselves that way.

So I hope you all have a wonderful fantastic and quite enjoyable weekend and I look forward to hearing from each and everyone of you.