well heres a warning this blog is going to be depressing... Im in an awful mood.
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Is suicide still painless... cuz Im thinkin about giving it a shot.
all last night and this morning my dog has been sick... shes my life, I actually cried this morning because she threw up and then sat by me on the couch and gave me the saddest look like "how could you let this happen to me mommy?!" fuck.
yesterday I sent in a set we shot and I never edited it to fit the SG guidelines... well I edited it.. submited it... rejected. then my wife shot a set for me a while back we just finished editing it... submited it... rejected. soo now Im attempting to raise the funds to have a set done again.
well in my blog yesterday I shared the issues with my so called "best friend" and I called her after that and she was balling and I talked to her for a while and she BEGGED me to be her M.O.H. again... stupidly I agreed and she was supposed to bring me her invites today so we could get them printed... well... she showed up and said OMG your dads mad and he never lets things go sooo you cant be in the wedding because hes going to be upset. I was shocked so I said well whatever, give me the money for the dress and Im out.
she handed me the money. she had planed on it for a while, thanks asshole.
all for a man that treats her like shit and told her she needs to grow up because friends dont matter, he said he was going to get people out of her life that mean more to her and understand her more than he does... and he was right.
Im pretty damn hurt about it... she was my best friend for 7 years... one of very FEW females I could actually trust in this world... well.. one of two. and now theres only one left.
Im sticking to male friends forever.
Fuck women.
ok other than that. skip it if you dont care,
I got my sex toys in today!!! WOOOO my Flexi Felix and sweetheart mushroom tip glass dildo! pics later!
Chicago this weekend soo if you guys have suggestions hit me up! or if anyone wants to party! Im DOWN!
I need to get all this bullshit outta my system!
ALSO!
buy some of the shit I posted in the swapmeet!
or sumthin from my ETSY
they are both going to be going twards a new set! as soon as I get enough I will plan the set!
much love... thanks for letting me vent.
as a reward a couple pics from one of the rejected sets!
I really love the new pic. You look hot in fishnets
since i'm in chicago, i'd say hey cool, you're coming to chicago! though i work fridays and weekends, so i have little life on evenings of those days. though, maybe you can bring some of your home-cast goodies to sell, there's a chance to meet up over tasty vittles.