machinefuck

Yesterday, I broke down in chat and started sobbing. I spent the rest of the day doing that on and off. Something else happened earlier in the week that I'm not really at liberty to talk about on here, but needless to say, it upset me. I've been trying to force myself to eat, but my appetite hasn't been too strong as of late.

Today I'm feeling a little better...it's just a LOT for me to handle in less than a week. My birthday is tomorrow...I know something is gonna happen, just not what.

Reub, Eds, Bear, whoever else- sorry you saw me like that yesterday.

Kitty, Ria, EVERYONE - can't thank you enough for your support.

I'll be fine, I promise, I just need some time I suppose. I don't know if I should go in chat for a bit...I tried to go in last night but just got upset again. Everything's gonna be ok. I really don't want to be alone and I wish I had someone to hold me right now, but I don't...yet things'll be fine.


Don't be sad for me. Smile for me

Here's something to cheer all of us up:

I <3 you all
MF