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Monday Feb 22, 2010

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First off, I need to thank each and everyone of you for being with me this past week. Without your love and support, I don't know how I would be feeling right now. But I'm feeling a lot better- thank you all. If any of you EVER needs ANYTHING, please let me know.

Nothing much is new with me. The "song a day" thing has gone to shit since the death of my grandfather. It's four days before my birthday and I have no plans haha. And the only person I've ever felt this strongly about is distancing herself from me now...I DON'T want everyone to think my life is horrible because I post depressing, self-indulgent blogs all the time. Life is beautiful. I just don't know why love has to be so complicated. The actions aren't lining up with the words...

I was gonna post a blog about how much I love chat and SG, and attach every screencap I have, but my computer deleted'em so I have them no longer frown

Still looking for a job. Sacrificed my hair to the job gods and still haven't heard back about the gig haha. We'll see what happens.


All I can say is: Enjoy the day- today; it's the only one that counts in the end.
J
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serpentworship:
Hey what's up man? Times are treating you a bit rough lately? Sorry to hear that. Also sorry to read about your grandfather's passing.

But on the brighter side, I had a lot of fun at the bowling event, and it looks like there's laser tag set up for March. But the closest event is Cockzombie's shower, though I don't think I can make that. You going?
Feb 22, 2010
phacet:
I don't think your depressing or self-indulgent.

There are times when you have to vent out the depression in order to get past it and a little self indulgence is good biggrin
Feb 22, 2010

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