I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
but I know that that is impossible now.
and so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories
because I just cant think anymore about that or about her tonight
I give myself three days to feel better
or I swear I am driving off a fucking cliff
because if I cant make myself feel better
then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit
and I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere
--Bright Eyes--
Im waiting for work to call, so I can finalize my travel plans. Ive asked for a short leave of absence Not quite sure what Ill do if they say no.
but I know that that is impossible now.
and so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories
because I just cant think anymore about that or about her tonight
I give myself three days to feel better
or I swear I am driving off a fucking cliff
because if I cant make myself feel better
then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit
and I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere
--Bright Eyes--
Im waiting for work to call, so I can finalize my travel plans. Ive asked for a short leave of absence Not quite sure what Ill do if they say no.
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hmmm.....I see potential.
I missed this mornings workout, a dumbass occupied my apartment last night and wanted to argue with me because it makes him happy to argue with people who have differing views than he. Did I mention he was drunk and a dumbass? I didn't get to bed early enough to work out this morning. I've rescheduled for 7pm tonight. I should have just stayed in my bedroom...
And I'll bet your asking why he was at my place now, aren't you? Well, he was a guest of my roommate. 'Nuff said.