Sunday Jul 18, 2004

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Everyone in my life always leaves me................... skull skull skull
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karismic:
awww...sorry to hear that, but i'm sure there are people that care! smile
maxi:
hey where are you?

Thursday Jul 15, 2004

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So I am over my little episode about life and catering..........I am feeling more positive today........still falling in love several times on the street........I feel like I am on the brink of a discovery.......I am not sure what it is, but it is a good unconventional thing...........I wish loveliness to you all skull skull skull
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drexel:
hiya.smile
sylvia:
Thanks for saying hello. It seems that you've been eating a lot of special cookies lately, and have also been feeling sick, worrying about your age, your career, and your single status. I am glad that your tests came back clear, but sorry that you have been feeling stressed and depressed. It's nice to know you are feeling more "up" now. Try not to worry too much; two of the hardest things to find in life are a job you really like and true love.

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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Did indeed see Anchorman altered on special cookies.........I wish it was a bit funnier........I catered today in probably the worst settihg possible for my postive self image.......It was an event at the New York Shakespeare Festival, A place that will not give me an audition........Lots of stars and directors ...........Here is a list
Jeffery Wright
Dana Ivey
Marcia Gay Harden
Phillip Seymour Hoffman
Alec Baldwin...
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october:
hey kiss
freyja__:
silly.
tongue

Sunday Jul 11, 2004

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Feeling rather alone this evening...went out for a few drinks I am not good at the whole pseudo single bar thing...not that I was looking for anybody, but I am sad to think that this could be my existance for some time....yikes......on another note going to see Anchorman tomorrow after eating more special cookies.........yay skull skull skull
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freyja__:
what do they teach at hippie school?
karalynn:
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Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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Had a lovely 4th, here in Philly. The evening consisted of eating some special cookies and watching fireworks which was fun. I will be heading back to the Big F-ing Apple soon, which for some reason I am not looking forward to. I am having exceedingly vivid dreams again, but this time they are very realistic and about things that are happening right now. I...
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creative_slacker:
Ahhh so that's the common thread with Shakespeare. I hadn't noticed you were a teacher. Don't even get me started on Greek Theatre... genius rolled up into sixteen hours of wooden arena seating let us watch with good ole Oedipus. Mwhaaaa haaaa.

rayn:
Yes it is. I am having a blast!

Sunday Jun 27, 2004

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Being in Florida has made me think about a number of things....It has been 20 years since I graduated High School, and 20 since I was 18........Makes me wonder have I changed? I thought I had changed tremedously, but sometimes I am not sure.......I wonder, if I have indeed changed, is it for the best?......Time moves so fast........I also wonder where do I fit? I...
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contradiction:
heya...

your consideration of your life is normal, I think, for an intelligent person. Just think of all the people out there that never think through what they are doing, how their actions affect others, or the universe as a whole. So applaud yourself for being more aware than them. smile

Dude, you rock. Next time you are in FL, Terry and I are taking you out for a brew. smile Angel may come too if he and Terry don't hate each other...I am planning on just leaving out the whole Terry and I having massive amounts of kinky sex for the past two months thing...heh...it just seems like it would be for the best... wink

Love ya! kiss
luckyp:
I find that introspection is one of the many finer things about getting older... kiss
--l*P

Tuesday Jun 22, 2004

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I will 38 on the 25th......Yikes! skull skull skull
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naudia:
happy birthday, here's to another year of good times!

-n
codemonkeym:
Welcome to the club! biggrin ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa

Thursday Jun 17, 2004

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Well tests-wise everything is ok.........I think it is a healthy dose of hypochondria, stress, and some other issues that I will not bore anyone with.........Still here in South Florida, yikes.........not much to do as I do not know anyone here anymore so I am feeling a bit cut off........I have been having very vivid dreams where things are good and I feel all sorts of...
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sakita:
that sounds a lot like someone I know...

the screaming at the radio bit. Back in the yesteryear days, when I had a car, I would scream at the radio... people thought I was quite mad, I think.

Im sorry you are having a boring time in s. florida.
I always have a crap time when Im in Chicago.
I'm coming home in December (home being K.C.) and I will be spending 3 days in chicago before heading west. I plan on being bored out of my head.

freyja__:
if you're back in nyc this weekend
you should come to the sgny open event.

Monday Jun 14, 2004

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Here is South Florida visiting family......and getting my medical stuff sorted out.........I get the results of blood work tomorrow so I will see if there is anything going on..........Pulled an all nighter Saturday and flew to Fla. I am little consumed with my tests so I will write more when I know what is up.........I hope all is well with everybody skull skull skull
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azrael_abyss:
Hope everything is ok. Good luck.
jovanka:
Thanks! I did. But Vegas is so not my style.

Wednesday Jun 09, 2004

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Yikes, so now I am having (I hope) a hypochondriacal episode..........so either 1.nothing is wrong
2. I have Lymphoma
3. Maybe a hernia

Hmmmm I really hope it is the first option....When I was younger I never thought about this stuff skull skull skull
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jem:
blush thank you kiss
trixel:
I hope everything works out for the best, sweet boy. Please keep me up to date. robot kiss

Sunday Jun 06, 2004

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Not feeling my best today......went out drinking on Friday, (actually unintentional drinking), spent yesterday being sick.....It also came back for a return visit tonight....yikes.........I will write more when I can actually think. skull skull skull
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freyja__:
drink lots of water!!
kiva:
I dont know about you, but I just dont recover as well as I used to when I drink. It sucks. Alka Seltzer!!!

Monday May 31, 2004

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Ahhh my two day mini fast is over.........yay......It was a tough one which lets me know it was definately needed. It started on Friday when I woke up in an hideous mood. I didn't know why...........Now to back up a bit, about a year ago I gave up all processed sugar........I had been on and off with avoiding it for years..........this time I was going...
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kiva:
Wow, kudos to you...I keep thinking I should give up sugar too, but I just never get around to doing it. Keep it up though...you're doing something billions can't or wont.
trixel:
doh just realized, I can't see your aim cuz of trillian. If you'd like to talk later, message me please!
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