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I just found out what an accomplshed liar someone I used to care about is...........talk about a punch to the gut and your whole world turning upside down......luckily I do not believe in a future partner paying for the sins perpetrated by my former partner, so I guess that is one incentive to date me ....or maybe not

Yes, I had the worst cold known to mankind......On Thursday didn't get to bed until 6am....nose running like a tap....I am starting to feel better, and getting over feeling like a shut-in....

Back in DC, fighting a sickness...yuck....had quite god holidays, stayed up too late ate all the wrong foods drank too much....and now I am paying for it.....I am hoping vitamins and yoga will heal it

I am in Florida for the holiday....at this point I can only say Yikes!

Yes, I have indeed been very slack on the journal entries these days.....I have been busy with many things, unfortunately too few of them are fun....I will be more active after the school term.....so don't abandon me (please)

I think I figured out a solution to my lack of finding a woman to be with....Young hot girls. No, its not what you are thinking. Yes, being with young hot girls would be great, but that is not what I am talking about. I think I need to be seen with younger hot girls in public, nothing sexual or weird mind you, but to...
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Blah Blah Blah-ditty blah blah......thats what I sound like lately...

Yes, it has been a while since I have updated. My computer died, so I have not been able to sign on. Not much new to report, still here in DC, still quite lonely at times. I am trying to avoid a fit of hypochondria, which I am prone to. I think it' s tied to anxiety and poor self image. I have however been...
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I think I am getting myself over my infatuation......She is obviously too busy, or too nice to express pointed disinterest........so essentially I give up on that one...yes, I say that now but one positive move on her part will have me back where I was.......I am a sucker actually, if anyone displays interest in me I become very interested in them automatically, unless of course...
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I am either a bit pathetic and slightly drunk, or slightly pathetic and a bit drunk......I am hopelessly enamored, and it is not good.... I do not know how to function in single society.,.... I am a romantic with no one to be romantic about...I suck

Now that I am getting over being sick...I am sick at heart....defeat seems to be in the air.....defeat for our country, personal defeat...this week is horrible...just when I think things are pretty bad for me they always get worse....my sad attempts at getting a date with the beautiful yoga girl may be futile......so now I sit here feeling a light wind of despair..and wondering what...
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