machasha

So today first thing at work I cleaned up the blood and butcher knives from yesterdays suicide. I just don't get how someone can shove a knife in their own neck after slashing their wrists. The bllod wasn't so bad....but in the tub there was a tub/shower mat that had a lot of blood and other fluids under in....sad to say, do to the smell I almost lost it.
I have my son tonight so hopefully this will talk my mind off of the whole this....I may need a shrink from this one....
Maybe a normal entry tomorrow.