Saturday Dec 10, 2005

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I lied today. To someone I care about, but I felt like I had no choice. Now I feel like shit. I told Nat that I did all of this stuff while we were together, but I really didn't. I just had to do something to get her to let me go. I have been trying to cut her off for a while now because I felt like she didn't really care about me, I was just something to have until something better came along. So now she thinks I am this horrible person who has been lying to her. Oh well, at least now I can move on with my life without worrying about her. I hated that I had to hurt her, but she is better off now anyway.
minceir:
How are you? are you still looking for relationships with women or are you just taking thing slow and see how everything turns out?
It is hard letting someone go and i know how hurt one can be when we feel we have no choice but to lie. and wish we knew a better way. I guess it always to late when we do find out. I hope you start to feel better soon after all this stuff that has been going on. kiss kiss

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