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Friday Oct 17, 2003

Oct 17, 2003
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I made a board post called "Who wants AIDS?!!

I do beleive I can be taken away now by the men in white coats.


I need to have sex soon or I will die. Does that offend you? Well guess what? I wont be having sex with you then.

See its a drive I cannot control, we all want to be accepted, loved, soothed, empassioned. We all want to feel the rush of endorphens as we spend ourselvs in the act of creating life. We all want to feel the warm sucrity of someone next to us as we sleep and know that our dreams will be that much brighter because...

Inseted of sleeping alone in a city with millions of people who cannot talk to each other and are scared and so careful and in pain. What should be so simple is twisted and bent and changed into this unrecognizable game where the rules are unspoken and ever changing and cruel.

Why is it so hard to find love? Why is it so hard to find that which we desire so much? The very thing in life which necicatates our existence is at times maddingly unavailable.

Scott the windsome
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babybeezer:
silly mac, that's what hookers are for.

seriously though. ugh, the desire builds until it eats away at you. and there's nothing worse than indulging the desire with a random body and feeling even emptier afterwards. Makes your soul dry heave.
Oct 19, 2003
soeffinhappy:
Good luck with the finding love and not getting AIDs thing. Maybe after the men in the white coats get you, you can find a nice girl in the loony bin and settle down finally.
Oct 19, 2003

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