macbastard

I wanted to feel warm, but the air was chill.
I wanted to laugh, but tears came more eaisly than I had anticipoatied.
I wanted to see your sillohette, outlined by the moon, walk accross the floor to my bed, but I was met with only the darkness.
I wanted to hear you breathe next to me, but I only hear the white scream of silence.
I wanted to press my foot aginst the bottom of your own, but I could only feel my arch.
I wanted to live forever in that moment of glistening sunlite perfection, but time had other plans.
I wanted to see you every morning and every evening, but every is a demanding word.
I wanted for things to be as good as they were never going to be.
I wanted you, but you did not want.
I want......But......


Macitsnotreallythatbad!