looks like blue will be able to pull through and i talked to whitney and let her know that we had our other dogs checked and neither of them have it so we have no idea where he got it from.
but in any matter i'm doing WAY better than yesterday i even carved a pumpkin, which i'll post a pic of later. hurrah!
so...
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but in any matter i'm doing WAY better than yesterday i even carved a pumpkin, which i'll post a pic of later. hurrah!
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i am a horrible person.
i had a basset hound puppy, and realized that i couldnt' take care of him the way he needed to so i started looking around and asking friends, well my friend whitney (her fiance is my tattoo artist) said they had been looking for a dog, and they would love to have Blue. so i was all excited i had...
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i had a basset hound puppy, and realized that i couldnt' take care of him the way he needed to so i started looking around and asking friends, well my friend whitney (her fiance is my tattoo artist) said they had been looking for a dog, and they would love to have Blue. so i was all excited i had...
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thefreak:
You are most certainly not a fuckup. These things can happen. Hopefully he'll be A-OK and all will be well.
-TM
-TM
Joan Jett and the Blackhearts - Do Ya wanna touch me
Weve been here too lo-ong, tryin to get alo-ong
Pretending that youre oh so shy
Im a natural maam, doin all I ca-an
My temperature is runnin high
Cry at night, no one in sight
An we got so much to share-are
Talkings fine, if you got the time
But I aint got the...
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Weve been here too lo-ong, tryin to get alo-ong
Pretending that youre oh so shy
Im a natural maam, doin all I ca-an
My temperature is runnin high
Cry at night, no one in sight
An we got so much to share-are
Talkings fine, if you got the time
But I aint got the...
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getting some $$$$$ in tha bank.
and then
well then, i'm taking a trip. yeehaw.
and then
well then, i'm taking a trip. yeehaw.
so it's about 4 days til my 21st birthday.
and all i can think about 'is anyone actually going to show up'
fucking paranoid is my middle name.
oh well im planning on getting so goddamned trashed that i dont remember anyone or anything.
but that's not really the point of this. anytime i talk about stuff that's actually going on it's never the point....
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and all i can think about 'is anyone actually going to show up'
fucking paranoid is my middle name.
oh well im planning on getting so goddamned trashed that i dont remember anyone or anything.
but that's not really the point of this. anytime i talk about stuff that's actually going on it's never the point....
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seniam:
Also your bday is one day before my brother's and my dad's.....soooooo many people are borin in October it's crazy weird.
:-)
:-)
ban:
talking gets easier when wasted.
excuse me miss, i need to throw up in your purse.
it hits you hard, right in the gut, in the very core of your essence of being.
the realization.
you feel nauseous, excited, petrified, exhilerated, giddy.. basically out of your mind.
because there's a possibility. a maybe. an if.
the unknown mystery of the whole ordeal is what gets to you, it's what gives...
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it hits you hard, right in the gut, in the very core of your essence of being.
the realization.
you feel nauseous, excited, petrified, exhilerated, giddy.. basically out of your mind.
because there's a possibility. a maybe. an if.
the unknown mystery of the whole ordeal is what gets to you, it's what gives...
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one2frog:
You are not fooling yourself. Something is going to happen. Something is happening right now. If you quiet your mind you will hear it. Can you hear it? There is something in the air and it is so cool it is beyond description.
Foolish hope is the best kind. Just listen ...
Foolish hope is the best kind. Just listen ...
So my father never left and my mother's still alive, where's the pain and where's the story.
Well, lemme tell ya, it's the worst kind - Unseen and Undefinable.
At war with yourself every second and evey breath of your worthless life. You constantly argue "what's the point" and start tos cream, then you cope, and then starta ll over again. Your personal pain because...
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Well, lemme tell ya, it's the worst kind - Unseen and Undefinable.
At war with yourself every second and evey breath of your worthless life. You constantly argue "what's the point" and start tos cream, then you cope, and then starta ll over again. Your personal pain because...
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ban:
You tell me? I am still trying to figure it out for myself.
one2frog:
That is a question you need to answer for yourself. I just deleted a whole litany of advice (but advise isn't what you need). Learning how to hear the melody of the universe is difficult and painful but it is a melody worth listening for. It is intoxicating!
i got the nape of my neck pierced last night.
it was disappointingly unpainful.
le sigh.
it was disappointingly unpainful.
le sigh.
i realized that my constant bloodthirst for music will never be satisfied. there will never be enough music in the world to make my ears and soul content.
in a way i'm glad. :-) music has always and will continue to be my first love.
p.s. my latest obsession has been She Wants Revenge
it found it's way back into my cd player and i've...
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in a way i'm glad. :-) music has always and will continue to be my first love.
p.s. my latest obsession has been She Wants Revenge
it found it's way back into my cd player and i've...
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one2frog:
I agree.
Music is my refuge and my headphones are my escape. Never be satisfied with music. Always be thirsty for more. It is a love that will never leave.
Music is my refuge and my headphones are my escape. Never be satisfied with music. Always be thirsty for more. It is a love that will never leave.
she can't think straight, her mind feels like it's spinning. her emotions are all over the place, it burns behind behind eyes and everything is fuzzy.
hopelessness, jealousy, frustration, relieved, insulted, just all around antsy.
wanting to scream something to him, anything to open his eyes and so he can see she's sitting right here!
kiss her, hug her, hold her, love her!
the hope...
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hopelessness, jealousy, frustration, relieved, insulted, just all around antsy.
wanting to scream something to him, anything to open his eyes and so he can see she's sitting right here!
kiss her, hug her, hold her, love her!
the hope...
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-TM