macabaret

sooo i woke up the other night gasping for breath from a nightmare.
the only thing that solidly stands out is this image and feeling i had, of a girl kneeling in complete darkness, (i thought it was me at first, but i dont think it was, but i could feel what she was feeling), there was just black all around, like some odd gothic music video, and i/she didn't have a tongue and blood was jsut pouring out of my/her mouth, and it was also pouring out of my eyes. they were there, but i couldnt see anything. no matter how hard i tried to stop the bleeding and the pain, and i tried to scream for help but i couldn't, i had no tongue and the blood just kept coming with no end in sight.
i woke up the way the actors do in movies. sat straight up in a cold sweat gasping for life. i didn't go back to sleep.

and people wonder why i say i hate dreaming and ask why it's hard for me to get to sleep.

..hmm.. any opinions on what it may mean?