macabaret

today was a huge bust, and actually it started last night.

i was sooooo freakin excited because the SG tour came through okc last night, so i drove the two hours and hooked up with some friends and we waited in line for 45 minutes, got to the front, we were the very next people in, and the dickwad of a security cop turned around and said 'we're sold out' i looke behind me and there was maybe like 15 people left, they didn't have fucking room for 15 people??? are you serious??
so i said okay, whatever they'll come again.
i went to the bar with a boy and got shitty and we watched dukes of hazzard.
good night, good times.
i wake up late, and i'm rushing back to tulsa to get to work, and not even 40 mins into the two hours, my car randomly overheats, i pull over and it wont drive right, it completely dies when i pull over.
i stick on my hazards, make some phonecalls, AAA being one of the first, and i wait... from 2:30 in the afternoon, until 4:30 when the tow truck finally got there.
then i had to follow the truck back to tulsa and drop my car off at the repair shop (which was closed i had to drop my key in a slot and just pray to God nothing else happened) thank God for Blake, my knight in shining armor today. he drove from okc and waited with me for the truck and then let me ride with him while we followed the truck back.
much love to this boy and his big frickin heart. i'm trying to think of something fantastic to do for him.

p.s.
i'm writing a book about my life.