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Tuesday Oct 10, 2006

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have you ever woke up, and thought that waking up was still part of your dream?
it's a quick reality check unfortunately. when you're dreaming you wish it'd never end, you want to live sleeping your life away, but when something in your dreams is chasing you, hunting you down and turn into nightmares when you snap awake, sweating and heaving in your bed with the sheets twisted around your legs, staring wide eyed into the darkness, that's when your reality becomes a freedom like you've never felt.

you can beathe again.

and really, all the heartache and pain in life, it's worth it. it can make you so much stronger, so much wiser, so much more open.

pain can be such a beautiful thing.
ban:
I hope it makes me stronger becouse I have had enough of it the last year. It sure hasnt felt beautiful yet either but maybe when Im not in the middle of it.
Oct 10, 2006
one2frog:
I've had dreams like that three nights in a row now. Each dream was so real and so lucid that it took me a moment to realize that they were dreams when I woke. Similarly each dream was so terrifying that I am grateful to be awake and yet (now that I am awake) I am grateful for the dreams.

Very, very strange.... pleasant dreams.
Oct 10, 2006

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