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Just in case ya'll didn't know... it's national throw Mack under the bus month. After being thrown under again and again and again and again... I can say this about being thrown under the bus by a variety of people in all stances in my life in a short period of time:

1. It makes you question yourself a bit
2. It teaches you a...
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Some see flairs of passion.
I see red light bulbs....
Molds of future-to-be-dispicables
telling fables
which enables outright delinquency.
The frequency of this habitually
outruns any common sense...
Fences built around truth as to
keep all wanting it so much
but never letting a touch come through...
Who are YOU?
Who did you think you were?
differ from the maximum capacity crowd
and scream your...
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Everybody's question is..... why me? My question is more like why not me? I find that the more you look into the things that bother you on regular basis, you will find that most of it you bring upon yourself in some way. Even if it is doing something like, say, walking out of your door every day. I really wish that more people that...
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I love ambiguity..... it really never ends... you think one thing... then another happens... all with a few moments notice... then you have to refigure your life, and then once you're putting that last piece into place... BAM!!! the ambiguity thing happens all over again and your left searching for pieces again.... the best thing to do, in my situation, is for me to just...
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Marley fest was aiight.... kinda sounded over-rehearsed or something... kinda flat or something... who knows, maybe I was just too far from the action. I did my frolicking thing though, and definitely had a good time....
Now I am back to school as of tomorrow, and I start it all off with a wonderful lecture in Macroeconomics.... yessssss! It sounds as good a time as...
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Marley Fest is tomorrow with all its fun-ness and wonderful music. My day will start very early in the morning to help a friend set up his booth at the festival.... then hopefully the day will be successful for him as well as fun for me.... we shall see. To any SG folk that might be in attendance tomorrow... it's the Nugg Brand Clothing Company...
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This week I have an entire week off... kind of an unexpected vacation from work and school, but I will relish all the while. After this week of frolicking I am back to work... hard work.... all sorts of being responsible and dedicated to the tasks at hand. It is so hard for me to take anything seriously for some reason, but I will fight...
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When someone accepts the ambiguity in their life and realizes that in the end, nothing is sacred... that sacredness is truly a momentary relief that is later washed away or violently demolished with a few spoken words or a realization that you holding anything in high regards is just as silly as someone with a typical fantasy of being rich and famous.... or as silly...
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I am running on exhaustion..... I just wanna sleep for more than a few hours... that would be so nice... 7am labs, mixed with a 50 hour work week mixed with a psychology class mixed with a nasty situation with the impound lot/ Miami-Dade parking systems mixed with self-educating wine study to prep for Germany mixed with my undying need to write some poetry and...
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You know that first green hit? the one that tastes sooo fucking good... I wish life was like that.....

I am in the middle of what is supposed to prove to be one of the hardest labs in my culinary school career... I got my car towed and they won't let me get it back because of an outstanding ticket that i already resolved a month ago... I am caught in the wierdest relationship/ situation/ friendship that I just cannot keep up with and...
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i DON'T THINK SO...... i NEED THE DRESS CODE....... MMMMMPH