ma2

so this week I added the fabulous city of Newark to the list of places I've applied for jobs. it just doesn't get any better than this, let me tell you.

waiting to hear back about a job. the whole holiday on a monday thing will probably push back all decisions by corporate america by at least a week. that's alright. I've got plenty of other things to keep me occupied between now and then.

The thing is, none of this matters. We all get wrapped up in this day to day existence as if there's some bonus for getting it right. Or as though there's a right or a wrong for that matter. Too much time spent worrying about the small stuff -all the little details. Fuck 'em. Just fuck 'em all.

The headaches are bad. I wake up every morning wanting to take a drill to my skull. They linger until noon then check out promptly.