lately my sleeping patterns have been odd and infrequent. odd, feeling myself trying to deal the way I would with an inate reaction - do not feel.
how does she not feel you ask me.
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once there was a girl who was accepting of her fate, it being anything of her creation. she knew too young that she could be anything she desired, just...
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how does she not feel you ask me.
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once there was a girl who was accepting of her fate, it being anything of her creation. she knew too young that she could be anything she desired, just...
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finally a time to update...
so moving out. looking for an apartment sucks.. but I have had a lot of good leads lately, including a house in Burbank and a condo in a nice complex for under $500 a month in Pasadena and then a prospective offer for room in exchange for house maintainence and animal care. so we shall see what happens, I have...
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so moving out. looking for an apartment sucks.. but I have had a lot of good leads lately, including a house in Burbank and a condo in a nice complex for under $500 a month in Pasadena and then a prospective offer for room in exchange for house maintainence and animal care. so we shall see what happens, I have...
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chrischick:
Check your email...can't wait to see you!!
"I'm no Barbie doll
I'm not your baby girl
So I've done ugly things and I have made mistakes
And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines
I am rotten to my core if they're to be believed
So what if I'm no baby bird hanging upon your every word?
Nothing ever smells of roses that rides out of mud
Why do...
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I'm not your baby girl
So I've done ugly things and I have made mistakes
And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines
I am rotten to my core if they're to be believed
So what if I'm no baby bird hanging upon your every word?
Nothing ever smells of roses that rides out of mud
Why do...
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printgod:
So when are we going to hang out again?
-kev
-kev
lostanddazed:
whats a great pic

so I am sitting here at work... and not really wanting to work. I am so tired of people with the stupid response to "what is your fetish?" of "um, nipple torture, body worship, some light spanking?!?!" - tell you what, when you figure out what you like to do that is BDSM related and not just you getting to grope me, let me know....
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allied:
Wait a second... I know I've been terrible about stopping by your journal to say hi, but I had no idea you'd gotten a new job. And one that I would love to be a client of, if I lived in California. Anyway, congratulations.

fucked up...
and awake.
i love to smoke. the cigarette is so good... it is so bad though. I have no chance at singing my songs to the producer if I keep smoking. fuck. got to quit. soon.
but it tastes so good at night, the insomiac that I am. who am I kidding? I need to choose soon, greens or nicotine. fuck.
my prince...
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and awake.
i love to smoke. the cigarette is so good... it is so bad though. I have no chance at singing my songs to the producer if I keep smoking. fuck. got to quit. soon.
but it tastes so good at night, the insomiac that I am. who am I kidding? I need to choose soon, greens or nicotine. fuck.
my prince...
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syer_lps:
OI OI How is it going?
venicechris:
Bet you didn't know my family tree dates back over 400 years to Bavaria. Odd how this just happens to be the same date and time the supposed "Illuminati" began their quest for world domination. Oh, not just world domination like Hittler, Alexander, Ceasar etc. they wanted the populace obsequious. Good fuckin' luck guys.
as commentary on today's dream come true photoset of Katie and Robin who, as you all know, are my women. I love them both from the first day I got a membership here over a year ago.
angel0diablo said onMar 01, 2005 01:55 PM
I just officially had my heart stop four times in a row... and I cannot begin to count how many times...
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angel0diablo said onMar 01, 2005 01:55 PM
I just officially had my heart stop four times in a row... and I cannot begin to count how many times...
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dollbabyamy:
I am so glad that things are going so well for you! I thought you disappeared but then I noticed the screenname I hadn't seen before- Mistress-Jolie...I like it!
unique3:
hey there.. I'm planning to move to cali next fall and just wanted to start talking to people ..making new friends.
so HI!
so HI!

"love I get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
"all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
"in...
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days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
"all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
"in...
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coolwater:
Do you ever write a short journal? LMAO....

shayne:
i love any movie with Angelina in it. I'm so predictable.
thanks for your sweet birthday wishes...
thanks for your sweet birthday wishes...


our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
it is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
we ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
actually, who are you not to be?
you are a child of God.
your playing small doesn't serve the world.
there's nothing...
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our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
it is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
we ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
actually, who are you not to be?
you are a child of God.
your playing small doesn't serve the world.
there's nothing...
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ciderx:
Hey!....thanks for the happy birthday a few weeks back....

sluttygoodgirl:
What a beautiful thing that is, the words of Mr. Mandela. Amazing. Hope you have a good week-end. 

JOURNAL:
on friday night I called a guy I had dated briefly in the beginning of the year. the news was devistating... only to my pride. the results is uping my doctor's appointment for treatment of a bacteria.. that is if I even have it - and I had to make some phone calls... the ones I never thought I would make.
'tis no matter....
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on friday night I called a guy I had dated briefly in the beginning of the year. the news was devistating... only to my pride. the results is uping my doctor's appointment for treatment of a bacteria.. that is if I even have it - and I had to make some phone calls... the ones I never thought I would make.
'tis no matter....
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latchbeam:
There are two types of people in this world: People who know about infections and people who don't. If that guy knew about it... he has dealt with it before.
Sorry about the boot! A friend of mine in NYC just got caught... She had $1400 worth!
Sorry about the boot! A friend of mine in NYC just got caught... She had $1400 worth!
silveronthetree:
Keep well sweetie.
everytime I go there into his arms I feel like I am drifting below the surface of some greenish blue waves and I cannot breathe unless he is by my side to kiss whenever I like. there are moments where I just wanted to pull down his pants in the middle of our time and "blow"
his mind, I wanted to so much but I...
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latchbeam:
Incubus rocks!
sexyaleksey:
What kind of Gigs are you booking :| .. i didn't know u do gigs ... hehe ... dying to find out!
Hello Again.