JOURNAL:
Happy Friday!
I am currently in a confused state today. I can feel my body chemistry getting back to normal and I can feel the cheery disposition I used to have as a default peering though the dark grey clouds over my head - the silver lining is here.
************BULLSHIT ALERT********
If you have been following the entries, it seems that my adjustment to...
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Happy Friday!
I am currently in a confused state today. I can feel my body chemistry getting back to normal and I can feel the cheery disposition I used to have as a default peering though the dark grey clouds over my head - the silver lining is here.
************BULLSHIT ALERT********
If you have been following the entries, it seems that my adjustment to...
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surfbetty:
Hey girlie....I wish I could sleep alone, I would love that shit, but I guess the hub. can stay for now....If I was a singel lady I would move out there with ya but I am not sooooo....You are gonna be an SG? That is awsome!!!!! Good luck with the photo shoot....and have a great weekend.... 
odog44:
The sun came out today!!!! 420 was in full affect. Surf, sun, and tan buns. That's all you need. Make some sand anhels and relax. Time heels wounds and your next love is on the way. 
JOURNAL:
Today is a day of wreckoning.
For me anyway.
Not only were my suspicions of my ex moving on quickly wrong (or so he claims) but I also put on my swimsuit today to get a tan and discovered the added weight I have been trying to get off the last week or so is fighting to remain, but I am woopin'! I am...
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Today is a day of wreckoning.
For me anyway.
Not only were my suspicions of my ex moving on quickly wrong (or so he claims) but I also put on my swimsuit today to get a tan and discovered the added weight I have been trying to get off the last week or so is fighting to remain, but I am woopin'! I am...
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JOURNAL:
My heart hurts, my stomach turns, and now I think that things are lost. (I am being dramatic, but it really sucks...?)
All I ever wanted was for someone to love me and caress my skin while telling me so... the important detail is that I want to believe them when they say so!
My ex did such last thursday morning, while we were...
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My heart hurts, my stomach turns, and now I think that things are lost. (I am being dramatic, but it really sucks...?)
All I ever wanted was for someone to love me and caress my skin while telling me so... the important detail is that I want to believe them when they say so!
My ex did such last thursday morning, while we were...
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JOURNAL:
Lesson #6 - Don't count your chicks before they hatch. When you do count them, divide it by two and you have reality.
We always see more than is truly in existence. Especially as women. And with this fault, us women tend to say too much.
Thus my reasoning for this website. I wanted to be able to air my dirty laundry and air...
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Lesson #6 - Don't count your chicks before they hatch. When you do count them, divide it by two and you have reality.
We always see more than is truly in existence. Especially as women. And with this fault, us women tend to say too much.
Thus my reasoning for this website. I wanted to be able to air my dirty laundry and air...
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JOURNAL:
O - kay Geniuses;
Kelly has a problem.
Lesson #5: It takes a man to admit they have a problem but a woman to admit it and then agonize over it without finding a solution.
Kelly's Ex has been on the menu for awhile, but she is being strong but weak with him. He went out with a wildly entertaining group of people (one...
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O - kay Geniuses;
Kelly has a problem.
Lesson #5: It takes a man to admit they have a problem but a woman to admit it and then agonize over it without finding a solution.
Kelly's Ex has been on the menu for awhile, but she is being strong but weak with him. He went out with a wildly entertaining group of people (one...
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surfbetty:
Advice...Girls rule and boys drool....Down with boys!!!! 
JOURNAL:
So Kelly's 20 day program to get the annoying flab she has put on in the 1.4 yrs she had a boyfriend just turned into a 13 day one. How does this sound?
Step #1: Dress in comfy gym clothes.
Step #2: Smoke a fatty bowl of chron-i!
Step #3: Ride Bike to Gym (unless past. 8pm at night, then drive CUZ I Live...
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So Kelly's 20 day program to get the annoying flab she has put on in the 1.4 yrs she had a boyfriend just turned into a 13 day one. How does this sound?
Step #1: Dress in comfy gym clothes.
Step #2: Smoke a fatty bowl of chron-i!
Step #3: Ride Bike to Gym (unless past. 8pm at night, then drive CUZ I Live...
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surfbetty:
HAHAHA!!! I don't think I could ride a bike after smoking a bowl...to much thinking and cordination involved... 
PS. the whole photo shoot thing , I wish but I am a mere 5 ft tall....
But thanks for the compliment
PS. the whole photo shoot thing , I wish but I am a mere 5 ft tall....
But thanks for the compliment JOURNAL:
Lesson #4 - Do not see the ex until you are sure you can move on and NOT get sucked into remembering how perfect things WERE (that is when we conveniently forget the reasons for the break-up).
Let me tell you a little story....
Saturday night, getting off work and looking to get off otherwise, Kelly was a smartie who decided to drop by...
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Lesson #4 - Do not see the ex until you are sure you can move on and NOT get sucked into remembering how perfect things WERE (that is when we conveniently forget the reasons for the break-up).
Let me tell you a little story....
Saturday night, getting off work and looking to get off otherwise, Kelly was a smartie who decided to drop by...
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Alturnating to single life -
so difficult. i only hope it will get better.
anyone else? advice?
~ the angel*
so difficult. i only hope it will get better.
anyone else? advice?
~ the angel*
fragile21:
I really don't have any advice. I haven't been single in forever.
One of my friends has joined the single life. He doesn't know what to do.
I just say have fun.
One of my friends has joined the single life. He doesn't know what to do.
I just say have fun.
Note to self -
Check out Nixon and Fractal.
Post some damn pics too!
I hate how much I don't get done in the week... even sober.
~ the angel*
PS - any support out there if I post for Suicide Girl of the Day?
Check out Nixon and Fractal.
Post some damn pics too!
I hate how much I don't get done in the week... even sober.
~ the angel*
PS - any support out there if I post for Suicide Girl of the Day?
fragile21:
You definitely have to check out Nixon and Fractal. They're 2 of my favorites.
I'll give ya some support.
Well I got my APC tickets. It was about $80 for 2. But what really sucks is that my car has to be fixed...Again. All of this within one week. I'm going have no money after this.
I'll give ya some support.
Well I got my APC tickets. It was about $80 for 2. But what really sucks is that my car has to be fixed...Again. All of this within one week. I'm going have no money after this.
Day One of Sobriety -
through to today.
It is all the same -
"what did I just give up?"
It takes a lot to remember what it is we give up the "bad things" for. Very difficult sometimes....
keeping the truck at 75 though - Im gonna keep on...
love and life;
the kelly angel*
through to today.
It is all the same -
"what did I just give up?"
It takes a lot to remember what it is we give up the "bad things" for. Very difficult sometimes....
keeping the truck at 75 though - Im gonna keep on...
love and life;
the kelly angel*
fragile21:
I'm 3 weeks sober...but it just doesn't seem worth it. OH well, I guess I can't all my vices. Cutting back seems to be the way for me. *shrugs* I will see, I guess.
Good luck in being sober.
Good luck in being sober.