JOURNAL:
" It's just a diary - everyone knows that diaries are full of crap" - Bridget Jones
This is, well, crap.
all this shit is, it really is.
and in the drunken state i am in, it is, I am surrounded by it.
All I want is someone who willl love me.
Moving into Silverlake, as planned. Nothing but possiblility. I lay with shame...
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" It's just a diary - everyone knows that diaries are full of crap" - Bridget Jones
This is, well, crap.
all this shit is, it really is.
and in the drunken state i am in, it is, I am surrounded by it.
All I want is someone who willl love me.
Moving into Silverlake, as planned. Nothing but possiblility. I lay with shame...
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JOURNAL:
I am getting into alienation mode with my stepfather. He is just accepting that I do not enjoy being home. I don't. I just don't. The house needs some serious work that I cannot afford (steam clean it up!! damn!!), I buy all the groceries, do all the cleaning, and I know I KNOW that I am living here for free but damn! He...
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I am getting into alienation mode with my stepfather. He is just accepting that I do not enjoy being home. I don't. I just don't. The house needs some serious work that I cannot afford (steam clean it up!! damn!!), I buy all the groceries, do all the cleaning, and I know I KNOW that I am living here for free but damn! He...
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dade37:
damn gurk im sorry i hope things get better for you
chickwithwings:
omigod omigod omigod you and me should so get an apartment together if i dont go back to school wewould be excellent flatmates. How's life treating you my pretty? 
JOURNAL:
So I just finished my meetings with some of our subcontractors and my stepfather. We are bringing ourselves out of this mess.. but it is going to be close.
I asked him to bring in someone to help me set up the office, so I can MAKE SURE I am handling all this properly. I am so unsure of myself these days... and it...
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So I just finished my meetings with some of our subcontractors and my stepfather. We are bringing ourselves out of this mess.. but it is going to be close.
I asked him to bring in someone to help me set up the office, so I can MAKE SURE I am handling all this properly. I am so unsure of myself these days... and it...
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wurly:
i voted in venice. it felt good. i wish the end result was better though.
dade37:
girl getting laid there is nothing wrong with that, but if you are in a relatioship and do that it s hurts believe me it has been done to me in every one i have had. As far as feeling loved, because you get all the attention during sex so. but smile we still love you 
JOURNAL:
Well the HALLOWEEN WEEKEND is coming closer as of today... it is the blessed friday...
oh Blessed Friday, how I love thee! Let me count the ways...
- in the office by 8am, worked my ass off, discovered a way to recover from the fuckups by the ass partner - might be able to salvage Quickbooks!
- running, will be leaving to run for...
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Well the HALLOWEEN WEEKEND is coming closer as of today... it is the blessed friday...
oh Blessed Friday, how I love thee! Let me count the ways...
- in the office by 8am, worked my ass off, discovered a way to recover from the fuckups by the ass partner - might be able to salvage Quickbooks!
- running, will be leaving to run for...
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kokeshi:
1) what is your major there?
mmh i didnt get it. missy?
2) what form of japanese (I know there are 5)?
that's chinese
3) how much do you "use" your lip ring?
alot
4) when do you think you might visit LA?
i hope very soon
5) what kind of wings do you want inked on your back?
do you know angel sanctuary?
mmh i didnt get it. missy?
2) what form of japanese (I know there are 5)?
that's chinese
3) how much do you "use" your lip ring?
alot
4) when do you think you might visit LA?
i hope very soon
5) what kind of wings do you want inked on your back?
do you know angel sanctuary?
falias:
happy halloween yesterday!
JOURNAL:
Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me...
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Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me...
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0theamazingrando:
I would have to say that's one of the longest journals I've ever seen. You totally get a free monkey for that! 
mislaid:
I'm sending you some sunshine right now...can you feel it? Hang in there sweetheart
JOURNAL:
Today is the day of Echo Park Guy's party. Lots of beautiful people, some nice fun drugs, and I got a little money today so not only do I have gas and can finally get an oil change on the cute little Natalie, I can get a dub today. Yeah!
** NEW PICTURES UNDER MY REALITY FOLDER! CHECK 'EM OUT!***
Work is getting...
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Today is the day of Echo Park Guy's party. Lots of beautiful people, some nice fun drugs, and I got a little money today so not only do I have gas and can finally get an oil change on the cute little Natalie, I can get a dub today. Yeah!
** NEW PICTURES UNDER MY REALITY FOLDER! CHECK 'EM OUT!***
Work is getting...
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ash:
I wish I had an ex around here I could shack up with just to get my kicks. Lol, well ... now I always say that but if it really cAME Right down to it I probably wouldnt because it wouldnt really be enjoyable if I didnt even like the guy. And, if hes my ex, I probably dont like him, lol.
falias:
prince charming! my prince charming and i have been married 5 years, but he put looking for relationship up on his profile, don't know if i should be concerned or not.
good luck to you.
good luck to you.
JOURNAL:
****ADDED 10/21/04********************************
GOT ONE OF THE PICS FROM MY FAILED SET IN THE CONSTRUCTION SITE - SEE MY PICTURE FOLDER WITH THE REALITY PICTURES OF ME. I love it, too cute with the blonde.
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Finally, Demonika's set is up. That girl has been waiting forever for her pics to be posted. ROCK ON girl. I am glad I am already friends with...
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****ADDED 10/21/04********************************
GOT ONE OF THE PICS FROM MY FAILED SET IN THE CONSTRUCTION SITE - SEE MY PICTURE FOLDER WITH THE REALITY PICTURES OF ME. I love it, too cute with the blonde.
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Finally, Demonika's set is up. That girl has been waiting forever for her pics to be posted. ROCK ON girl. I am glad I am already friends with...
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thelibra:
thats a whole lotta journal, girlfriend. love the pictures, by the way. yr gorgeous!
i am a born and raised baseball fan. i detest the yankees. i get happy when the sox win even though i am a mets fan. that is all.
come over and cuddle
i am a born and raised baseball fan. i detest the yankees. i get happy when the sox win even though i am a mets fan. that is all.
come over and cuddle
jay81:
always a pleasure to see you
JOURNAL:
Trying to secure money for the business today. Not going too great... but there is a lead.
If I do not get the money the business is going to fall. I am wondering if anyone out there thinks I am worth $20k for one night of extascy.... however that is spelled. Naw, maybe $10k but not $20k.
Things are okay... getting chest pains for...
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Trying to secure money for the business today. Not going too great... but there is a lead.
If I do not get the money the business is going to fall. I am wondering if anyone out there thinks I am worth $20k for one night of extascy.... however that is spelled. Naw, maybe $10k but not $20k.
Things are okay... getting chest pains for...
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johnnystrange:
...I guess it depends on our definition of right
So Vegas in January? I might already be there, my birthday is January 14th. We may have to party!
haha
I've never taken photos of hot girls, or else I'd offer my services
All the stuff I've ever done has been of bands.
Wait, maybe I should of lied.....
So Vegas in January? I might already be there, my birthday is January 14th. We may have to party!
haha
I've never taken photos of hot girls, or else I'd offer my services
All the stuff I've ever done has been of bands.
Wait, maybe I should of lied.....
JOURNAL:
Hi you all....
the new hair is done! I will be posting pics as soon as I convince someone to take pictures for me and email them so I can post them.... so, hopefully soon. I think I have an idea...
I got the number of the guy who cut my hair today. His name is Michael, he is responsible for the weight off...
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Hi you all....
the new hair is done! I will be posting pics as soon as I convince someone to take pictures for me and email them so I can post them.... so, hopefully soon. I think I have an idea...
I got the number of the guy who cut my hair today. His name is Michael, he is responsible for the weight off... Read More
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johnnystrange:
i bet you look great babe!
I'm off to Las Vegas tomorrow, I'll hit it big for you....
[Edited on Oct 13, 2004 5:35PM]
I'm off to Las Vegas tomorrow, I'll hit it big for you....
[Edited on Oct 13, 2004 5:35PM]
ixion:
Hey babe,
re: Ixion action shot... I know - its gonna be hot when I sit down and play the harpsichord... but the intitial pics are posed because they are gonna be like buttons on our new website... but I think we'll get action pics downt he road...
and, OMG, I just bought another outfit from the 1700's... this one is really fucking cool and is called "Marguis De Sade" I started off in 1998 with the Circus dressing like the 1920's... no one else was doing that... now Everyone is dressing like the 1920's (in cabaret vaudeville shows)... so I'm like... fuck that... and I went WAY back in time... ha ha... copy this outfit assholes!!
Re: your stepfathe's business and the pending litigations... Go for the dough that the ex-partner stole... but be careful not to get too "emotionally" involved - especially in a hateful type way... it will drain you much more than you realize. I know from experience in these matters... Start the legal proceedings and petition the court to have the scumbag's assets frozen until some initial hearing and accounting can be scheduled. Request from the court all his bank account records, etc. etc. etc. He's probably shoveled the money off-shore or put it into some tax-shelter type instrument or even real estate. He's not paying tax on the stolen money - so it may be hard to locate, but he'll be in deep doodoo when you do figure it out.
love you!
re: Ixion action shot... I know - its gonna be hot when I sit down and play the harpsichord... but the intitial pics are posed because they are gonna be like buttons on our new website... but I think we'll get action pics downt he road...
and, OMG, I just bought another outfit from the 1700's... this one is really fucking cool and is called "Marguis De Sade"
I started off in 1998 with the Circus dressing like the 1920's... no one else was doing that... now Everyone is dressing like the 1920's (in cabaret vaudeville shows)... so I'm like... fuck that... and I went WAY back in time... ha ha... copy this outfit assholes!!
Re: your stepfathe's business and the pending litigations... Go for the dough that the ex-partner stole... but be careful not to get too "emotionally" involved - especially in a hateful type way... it will drain you much more than you realize. I know from experience in these matters... Start the legal proceedings and petition the court to have the scumbag's assets frozen until some initial hearing and accounting can be scheduled. Request from the court all his bank account records, etc. etc. etc. He's probably shoveled the money off-shore or put it into some tax-shelter type instrument or even real estate. He's not paying tax on the stolen money - so it may be hard to locate, but he'll be in deep doodoo when you do figure it out.
love you!
JOURNAL:
the In the Zone themed entry.....
"You're toxic, I'm slippin' under...
I'm addicted to you but I know that you're toxic"
I love Britney. She is so white trash in the way she cannot be helped by her publicist or her mother. I love that about her, she just does - and does not care anymore. I hope she is happy with her little...
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the In the Zone themed entry.....
"You're toxic, I'm slippin' under...
I'm addicted to you but I know that you're toxic"
I love Britney. She is so white trash in the way she cannot be helped by her publicist or her mother. I love that about her, she just does - and does not care anymore. I hope she is happy with her little... Read More
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lostanddazed:
Have some of the pic's up from the porn convention 
ixion:
Thanks for your story... nice reading just before I crash after a long ass day. Thanks for the post you left me... one of these days were definately gonna fucking chill...
PS: now what about my new 'look'... I need your input hun!!
PS: now what about my new 'look'... I need your input hun!!
Here is a picture of Wolverine, and its pretty dope if I do say so myself. He is fierce, wild and never gives up!