so I am still going to New York City, at the end of september.
my girlfriend is a chicken shit, she is afraid to leave the west coast. I warned her, I ain't going to ask again. off I go by the latest October 1st, more than likely September 23rd is the departure date.
my prince charming is around and wonderful. we just spent the weekend in Palm Springs, we spent three wonderful days together... .and I was a little of an insmniac and only spent 10 hours sleeping from friday through sunday afternoon. the desert is so beautiful at any time of day... I want to go out there again.. he is thinking about buying a house out there it is so nice.
we spoke of me moving, he is worried that I am not going to follow through.. or just be strong enough in New York City to survive. I am so glad I have someone that amazing in my life to ask the questions I forget to answer myself, answer the questions I ask in my 12 year old wanna-be confused state, and make me face myself when I avoid the mirror in my head that I have to view at least once every few minutes to keep myself in check. Personality AA is still in effect, hi my name is kelly and I am a liar, manipulator, and hypocryite. welcome to my recovery.
I have some job interviews in Manhattan when I fly in. I am going to flip out when I get there... or rather just cry tears of joy when I view the beautiful city. the museums and Central Park are on my list of the first week's activities... I am also needing to figure out a cellphone plan for me to have while I am out there... might talk to my mother about that. I cannot do this pay-by-the-minute shit anymore. the most I am worried about is keeping in touch with the people I love. I am making a big leap out there...
I am jumping off the diving board into the deep 12 foot pool that no one can clearly see the bottom of... but we all hope to touch with our little ten-year-old toes on it. it is so warm on the surface, but am I thick skinned enough for the deeper temperature not to freeze me in process?
naw, I like the cold. being a venice beach girl, it will be about time I see the climates change... hell yeah, it is going to rock.
I AM Captain Jack Sparrow.
my girlfriend is a chicken shit, she is afraid to leave the west coast. I warned her, I ain't going to ask again. off I go by the latest October 1st, more than likely September 23rd is the departure date.
my prince charming is around and wonderful. we just spent the weekend in Palm Springs, we spent three wonderful days together... .and I was a little of an insmniac and only spent 10 hours sleeping from friday through sunday afternoon. the desert is so beautiful at any time of day... I want to go out there again.. he is thinking about buying a house out there it is so nice.
we spoke of me moving, he is worried that I am not going to follow through.. or just be strong enough in New York City to survive. I am so glad I have someone that amazing in my life to ask the questions I forget to answer myself, answer the questions I ask in my 12 year old wanna-be confused state, and make me face myself when I avoid the mirror in my head that I have to view at least once every few minutes to keep myself in check. Personality AA is still in effect, hi my name is kelly and I am a liar, manipulator, and hypocryite. welcome to my recovery.
I have some job interviews in Manhattan when I fly in. I am going to flip out when I get there... or rather just cry tears of joy when I view the beautiful city. the museums and Central Park are on my list of the first week's activities... I am also needing to figure out a cellphone plan for me to have while I am out there... might talk to my mother about that. I cannot do this pay-by-the-minute shit anymore. the most I am worried about is keeping in touch with the people I love. I am making a big leap out there...
I am jumping off the diving board into the deep 12 foot pool that no one can clearly see the bottom of... but we all hope to touch with our little ten-year-old toes on it. it is so warm on the surface, but am I thick skinned enough for the deeper temperature not to freeze me in process?
naw, I like the cold. being a venice beach girl, it will be about time I see the climates change... hell yeah, it is going to rock.
I AM Captain Jack Sparrow.
I'm thinking good thoughts for you.
Remember him?
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