"somethings gotta go wrong cuz I'm feelin' way too damn good"
the roomie and I are comfortable... and in pattern. we have a default pattern... and we are back there... but then again, I can now feel this time.
For those of you who recognize the following phrases, a nice big FYI - I know now. I have been awakened. And everything simply just is. What does that mean? I guess I see the world in simply balanced shades of grey now, a ying and yang as it were, no longer "good" or "bad" as institutionalized religions have lead the earth's population to believe for a long time. It is as if now I can "see" the world in another perception - the inpressions and intuitions I have always recognized but never honed... and I am having multiple conversations in groups - like energy exchange as it were - and not even needing to finish sentences since my thoughts seem to be passed with understanding... it is wierd. BLAH. maybe just crazy...
as for the rest, the boyfriend is being MIA and meaning well, a promised seat at the MR & MRS SMITH premiere with an insinuated introduction to Ms. Angelina - my ultimate, my 'ei chi' as it were.
that possibility is almost fatal to my anticipating heart.
oh. and just breathe....
I am still shallow although the light is now on... funny.
420 weekend, hope the Palm Springs is near....
and for a little laugh after all this - Vehicle Parallels for Our Privates.
Mahalo.
the roomie and I are comfortable... and in pattern. we have a default pattern... and we are back there... but then again, I can now feel this time.
For those of you who recognize the following phrases, a nice big FYI - I know now. I have been awakened. And everything simply just is. What does that mean? I guess I see the world in simply balanced shades of grey now, a ying and yang as it were, no longer "good" or "bad" as institutionalized religions have lead the earth's population to believe for a long time. It is as if now I can "see" the world in another perception - the inpressions and intuitions I have always recognized but never honed... and I am having multiple conversations in groups - like energy exchange as it were - and not even needing to finish sentences since my thoughts seem to be passed with understanding... it is wierd. BLAH. maybe just crazy...
as for the rest, the boyfriend is being MIA and meaning well, a promised seat at the MR & MRS SMITH premiere with an insinuated introduction to Ms. Angelina - my ultimate, my 'ei chi' as it were.
that possibility is almost fatal to my anticipating heart.
oh. and just breathe....
I am still shallow although the light is now on... funny.
420 weekend, hope the Palm Springs is near....
and for a little laugh after all this - Vehicle Parallels for Our Privates.
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