the little dark cloud that follows me, surrounds me and the scenery. I can see the blue clouds from inside my little 1940's house, the blue sky is seen from under the section of grey that hangs over my roof. too bad, I really wanted to go for a run today in Runyon Canyon.
my new place is pretty close to there. beverly blvd. and doheny. a cute 1930's victorian apartment with such a chill guy who happens to be a nudist. whatever, I have solid doors for my room and I rule the kitchen. fine by me. and I can literally see a sign from my front door that says "beverly hills official city limit", NOT KIDDING. the house can be decorated by me, I have my stepdad's work truck at my disposal to move my mattress, dresser, and desk with some boxes into Los Angeles this week. I have wednesday off, guess I will be moving all that day. I have the first and last right now, shy $5. the guy wants me to move in right away. did I mention I berely have to see the guy? I love the place! he also is taking two months in Europe over july and august so the place will be mine. I cannot wait to settle in. have to get a phone line and internet connection asap. the computer is next. good thing I have it at work.
work has been alittle slow but I have had some good sessions.
it is nice to get the aggression out sometimes, gave a guy some welts he showed me two days later - he was so happy still. it feels good to give that. work rocks some days. steady enough.. let us hope anyway. I am getting better at dominating, training is beginning for that soon enough. even though, easter still sucked. would have, could have, stopped by - nothing wrong, just stood up at me showing. driving out to town for one person who does not even show, that sucks - let me tell you. I know. so I stayed home and smoke-a-da-dpoey then watched the horribly bad film, Catwoman. really REALLY bad. although I love Sharon Stone anyway - so yeah, woke up at 4am, went to my bed, slept in and kicked it til I came to work, my first day without my stepdad and the drive... that is for later tonight.
I had a dream recently. there was a sagitarius male in my dream who saved me from drowning in a pool when a tropical rain causes a flash flood while I am bathing happily. he holds me tight, gazes deeply into my eyes with his intense stare of care and affection, almost tortured. I cannot look for long, I look away and say thank you with my last bit of breath. his hair is the smell of a pheromone I know so well. the chill of the excitement that hit my spin tickled. and I was smiling in my sleep I am sure... just by the tease of my disbelief in that moment and just being weak in the knees. I know the feeling well, with one in particular. it reminds me what I was looking for from whomever I want as a partner.
well that and I miss rough raw sex with someone who is just hot and perfect, raw hot sexy sweaty craziness....
I miss being single a bit. but I am giving the prince a little more time to prove to me he wants to keep us going, keep our relationship strong. especially since I am living quite a bit closer now. giving him until our birthdays before I make a decision. 
she just needs more attention... I work in the BDSM industry!!! I need sex... and I am not getting it more than twice a month... wow. 
never thought I would miss it that much. must be why I never liked being monogomous before - but at least I am being pretty good this time around. 
ssh! 
I want more time with my friends. I am going to set up a phone line and DSL at my house within this next week so I will be able to be found until I get the cell taken care of. god love economic success... every day is a new challenge, just different departments.
I need to make time for SG LA stuff. and the next tattoo date is in the end of April. better start planning... anyone know someone who does celtic designs as a specialty?
mahalo lovers. really. loves. xoxo
~ Mistress Jolie
ak a the angel*
my new place is pretty close to there. beverly blvd. and doheny. a cute 1930's victorian apartment with such a chill guy who happens to be a nudist. whatever, I have solid doors for my room and I rule the kitchen. fine by me. and I can literally see a sign from my front door that says "beverly hills official city limit", NOT KIDDING. the house can be decorated by me, I have my stepdad's work truck at my disposal to move my mattress, dresser, and desk with some boxes into Los Angeles this week. I have wednesday off, guess I will be moving all that day. I have the first and last right now, shy $5. the guy wants me to move in right away. did I mention I berely have to see the guy? I love the place! he also is taking two months in Europe over july and august so the place will be mine. I cannot wait to settle in. have to get a phone line and internet connection asap. the computer is next. good thing I have it at work.
work has been alittle slow but I have had some good sessions.
it is nice to get the aggression out sometimes, gave a guy some welts he showed me two days later - he was so happy still. it feels good to give that. work rocks some days. steady enough.. let us hope anyway. I am getting better at dominating, training is beginning for that soon enough. even though, easter still sucked. would have, could have, stopped by - nothing wrong, just stood up at me showing. driving out to town for one person who does not even show, that sucks - let me tell you. I know. so I stayed home and smoke-a-da-dpoey then watched the horribly bad film, Catwoman. really REALLY bad. although I love Sharon Stone anyway - so yeah, woke up at 4am, went to my bed, slept in and kicked it til I came to work, my first day without my stepdad and the drive... that is for later tonight.
I had a dream recently. there was a sagitarius male in my dream who saved me from drowning in a pool when a tropical rain causes a flash flood while I am bathing happily. he holds me tight, gazes deeply into my eyes with his intense stare of care and affection, almost tortured. I cannot look for long, I look away and say thank you with my last bit of breath. his hair is the smell of a pheromone I know so well. the chill of the excitement that hit my spin tickled. and I was smiling in my sleep I am sure... just by the tease of my disbelief in that moment and just being weak in the knees. I know the feeling well, with one in particular. it reminds me what I was looking for from whomever I want as a partner.
well that and I miss rough raw sex with someone who is just hot and perfect, raw hot sexy sweaty craziness....
I miss being single a bit. but I am giving the prince a little more time to prove to me he wants to keep us going, keep our relationship strong. especially since I am living quite a bit closer now. giving him until our birthdays before I make a decision. she just needs more attention... I work in the BDSM industry!!! I need sex... and I am not getting it more than twice a month... wow. never thought I would miss it that much. must be why I never liked being monogomous before - but at least I am being pretty good this time around. ssh!
I want more time with my friends. I am going to set up a phone line and DSL at my house within this next week so I will be able to be found until I get the cell taken care of. god love economic success... every day is a new challenge, just different departments.
I need to make time for SG LA stuff. and the next tattoo date is in the end of April. better start planning... anyone know someone who does celtic designs as a specialty?
mahalo lovers. really. loves. xoxo
~ Mistress Jolie
ak a the angel*
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chickwithwings:
call me!
thepumkinking:
hmm i'm in hollywood... need pix by any chance while i'm around? :]