so I am sitting here at work... and not really wanting to work. I am so tired of people with the stupid response to "what is your fetish?" of "um, nipple torture, body worship, some light spanking?!?!" - tell you what, when you figure out what you like to do that is BDSM related and not just you getting to grope me, let me know.
:she smiles sarcastically, flips back into a frown, and then rolls her eyes and walks away in her neo-nazi boots:
made some nice amount of cash last night... really wanted a little more but today we shall see.. it is about 2-3 hours before I leave and nothing yet. the days suck here. hopefully there will be a few decent clients who come in to properly beat my ass today - if not I work tomorrow during the day, anyone want to come in and beat me? I could use a good one.
really. :hint, hint, wink, wink: any takers?
the moving is for the first of april now. I am going to look in hollywood because work is over this way and I love the idea of being in the middle of hollywood... I was trying for that loft but alas! too late for me. the bright side is I looked on craig's list for one morning and found three amazing opprotunities when I thought I could leave by the end of february - which has changed obviously - so that is what I am doing today. while at work. yeah, no work = me bored.
but at least the girls are entertaining - and they are all very sweet. and I get to see my man tonight again.... I am really trying to keep this relationship as it should be - being honest and being committed.
I am trying to at least.
we talked a lot about me shutting down, about me pushing people away. I need to stop doing it to him and start being a girlfriend. yes, a real girlfriend.
sort of hard to get ahead when you are working as a submissive/switch working towards dom status. and your ex is one of your best submissives. :le sigh:
perhaps I will write some more later, when I am more inspired. right now I am going to smoke a camel twist - it was left in my car and the tin box holds my cigs and lighter.
life can be good. I am looking at the brighter side of this week... so much I will not even discuss it.
mahalo lovers.
~ the angel*
ak a Mistress Jolie
:she smiles sarcastically, flips back into a frown, and then rolls her eyes and walks away in her neo-nazi boots:
made some nice amount of cash last night... really wanted a little more but today we shall see.. it is about 2-3 hours before I leave and nothing yet. the days suck here. hopefully there will be a few decent clients who come in to properly beat my ass today - if not I work tomorrow during the day, anyone want to come in and beat me? I could use a good one.
really. :hint, hint, wink, wink: any takers?
the moving is for the first of april now. I am going to look in hollywood because work is over this way and I love the idea of being in the middle of hollywood... I was trying for that loft but alas! too late for me. the bright side is I looked on craig's list for one morning and found three amazing opprotunities when I thought I could leave by the end of february - which has changed obviously - so that is what I am doing today. while at work. yeah, no work = me bored.
but at least the girls are entertaining - and they are all very sweet. and I get to see my man tonight again.... I am really trying to keep this relationship as it should be - being honest and being committed.
I am trying to at least.
we talked a lot about me shutting down, about me pushing people away. I need to stop doing it to him and start being a girlfriend. yes, a real girlfriend.
sort of hard to get ahead when you are working as a submissive/switch working towards dom status. and your ex is one of your best submissives. :le sigh:
perhaps I will write some more later, when I am more inspired. right now I am going to smoke a camel twist - it was left in my car and the tin box holds my cigs and lighter.
life can be good. I am looking at the brighter side of this week... so much I will not even discuss it.
mahalo lovers.
~ the angel*
ak a Mistress Jolie
allied:
Wait a second... I know I've been terrible about stopping by your journal to say hi, but I had no idea you'd gotten a new job. And one that I would love to be a client of, if I lived in California. Anyway, congratulations.