as commentary on today's dream come true photoset of Katie and Robin who, as you all know, are my women. I love them both from the first day I got a membership here over a year ago.
angel0diablo said onMar 01, 2005 01:55 PM
I just officially had my heart stop four times in a row... and I cannot begin to count how many times I stopped breathing... you ladies just made my day - the beginning of my good streak - so much better than I could have ever imagined. when I go to work tonight, I will be showing all my girls at work you two in this set.
:tear: I cannot express the amount of shock and amazement that came over my face every time I clicked to the next photo. you two are my #1s - since day one you two have been on my top 5.
:smiles: fuck yeah.
Mistress Jolie
and now back to our regularly scheduled program....
JOURNAL:
for my new occupation, I have become a switch.
now if you do not know what I am talking about, I began as a submissive and am working my way up to Dom.
funny how things keep changing but work has progressed so well, I get my ass properly abused each day (figurative and literal meanings of "ass") while making a great living, moving into a new apartment with ROOMMATES, not friends, while my current roomies (my best friends) and I are enjoying the vacation together since we all know it is onlly temparary - perhaps only another week. and it is good.
also, I have my prince who is mine. he calls me almost every day now and we email every day or so as well... and he is so excited to begin this part of our journey together. we have never been like a couple before, always independent from each other. hell, he has been my mister/liasion/lover for over four years overlapping in other meaningful relationships. and that particular reason is why I must change. I am no longer in need of an excuse to justify infidelity - I have my reason in my life to the fullest extent I always wanted. who am I to endanger that?
with all the horrible shit that began less than a year ago, I am climbing up and out slowly. I can see the top of the canyon in my eyes and I am so ready to charge full force on.
now if I could just motivate myself to go running instead of sleep, I seriously would have THE perfect life.
but wait, there is more.
I was invited by a friend on myspace to a recording studio on sunday night where my friend (who is a guy but terribly interesting) was mixing a song for the new Paris Hilton cd (no, I am not kidding - she has a cd in the works - and it is really not bad). I got to sit in his place and hang out for an hour and a half watching him work on a MAC and PC in one program together and hear each little change of the music he made (voice and music - did you know there are 6 different layers of one singer's voice you hear?!?! ), and I could not stop thinking, "after all this time of wanting to do something more and more each day when you look at the world you live in - and here it is, he is living it. do you really really want this still?"
fuck yeah I do.
sitting and observing what he does for a living, how maticulous and OCD he is to every detail but then realizing that I could hear that same detail - not the changes that needed to be made but I could HEAR the changes he made clearly - that I knew this was what I wanted the whole time.
when I was soaking my bruised ass in the bathtub last night, I started to cry. I just met the man who is living the life I want - and he is giving me an opprotunity to work as an assistant if I want to him. I think I am so going to take it if I still can. the new job is leniant and I can tell them when I want to come in so why the fuck not?
between a new place that I found for less than $600 with utilities off hollywood and vine and everything showing itself through to the good side again, life is good. and my stepdad is going in on st. patty's day for surgery - things are looking great.
oh my friend? yeah, he drives a 1966 Shelby Mustang GT350. he used to have Elenor, which he wreaked.
that makes me sad for the death of the car, but damn - he so has my life.
mahalo lovers,
~ the angel*
ps- with the nice income bartending school will begin by mid-april for 3 weeks then off I go to get my second job that can pay for for my tuition or at least support me when I transfer to USC. oh yeah, been working on that one too... tee hee.. it is weird how things so bad kept me and my nose to the grindstone.
wow, did not see all that coming, did you?
pss- Mistress Jolie. yep, that's right.
angel0diablo said onMar 01, 2005 01:55 PM
I just officially had my heart stop four times in a row... and I cannot begin to count how many times I stopped breathing... you ladies just made my day - the beginning of my good streak - so much better than I could have ever imagined. when I go to work tonight, I will be showing all my girls at work you two in this set.
:tear: I cannot express the amount of shock and amazement that came over my face every time I clicked to the next photo. you two are my #1s - since day one you two have been on my top 5.
:smiles: fuck yeah.
Mistress Jolie
and now back to our regularly scheduled program....
JOURNAL:
for my new occupation, I have become a switch.
now if you do not know what I am talking about, I began as a submissive and am working my way up to Dom.
funny how things keep changing but work has progressed so well, I get my ass properly abused each day (figurative and literal meanings of "ass") while making a great living, moving into a new apartment with ROOMMATES, not friends, while my current roomies (my best friends) and I are enjoying the vacation together since we all know it is onlly temparary - perhaps only another week. and it is good.
also, I have my prince who is mine. he calls me almost every day now and we email every day or so as well... and he is so excited to begin this part of our journey together. we have never been like a couple before, always independent from each other. hell, he has been my mister/liasion/lover for over four years overlapping in other meaningful relationships. and that particular reason is why I must change. I am no longer in need of an excuse to justify infidelity - I have my reason in my life to the fullest extent I always wanted. who am I to endanger that?
with all the horrible shit that began less than a year ago, I am climbing up and out slowly. I can see the top of the canyon in my eyes and I am so ready to charge full force on.
now if I could just motivate myself to go running instead of sleep, I seriously would have THE perfect life.
but wait, there is more.
I was invited by a friend on myspace to a recording studio on sunday night where my friend (who is a guy but terribly interesting) was mixing a song for the new Paris Hilton cd (no, I am not kidding - she has a cd in the works - and it is really not bad). I got to sit in his place and hang out for an hour and a half watching him work on a MAC and PC in one program together and hear each little change of the music he made (voice and music - did you know there are 6 different layers of one singer's voice you hear?!?! ), and I could not stop thinking, "after all this time of wanting to do something more and more each day when you look at the world you live in - and here it is, he is living it. do you really really want this still?"
fuck yeah I do.
sitting and observing what he does for a living, how maticulous and OCD he is to every detail but then realizing that I could hear that same detail - not the changes that needed to be made but I could HEAR the changes he made clearly - that I knew this was what I wanted the whole time.
when I was soaking my bruised ass in the bathtub last night, I started to cry. I just met the man who is living the life I want - and he is giving me an opprotunity to work as an assistant if I want to him. I think I am so going to take it if I still can. the new job is leniant and I can tell them when I want to come in so why the fuck not?
between a new place that I found for less than $600 with utilities off hollywood and vine and everything showing itself through to the good side again, life is good. and my stepdad is going in on st. patty's day for surgery - things are looking great.
oh my friend? yeah, he drives a 1966 Shelby Mustang GT350. he used to have Elenor, which he wreaked.
that makes me sad for the death of the car, but damn - he so has my life.
mahalo lovers,
~ the angel*
ps- with the nice income bartending school will begin by mid-april for 3 weeks then off I go to get my second job that can pay for for my tuition or at least support me when I transfer to USC. oh yeah, been working on that one too... tee hee.. it is weird how things so bad kept me and my nose to the grindstone.
wow, did not see all that coming, did you?
pss- Mistress Jolie. yep, that's right.
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