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m_bethany

damned lost angel from venice beach

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Friday Feb 04, 2005

Feb 4, 2005
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JOURNAL:

ODE TO LOS ANGELES:

Just got home from the second day in a row (go me wink) of running at RUNYON CANYON in Hollywood. Have I mentioned how much I love looking at the city from up there? Right at the top is Mullholland Drive - I know I have written about it before. While looking out on the panarama of the view from the edge of Pacific Palisades to beyond Downtown Los Angeles, I always feel that song from back in the day (shut up, I am young) that was written for my fair lady, La Ciudad de Los Angeles.

Sometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The City of Angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds and
She kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don't ever wanna feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way (yeah yeah)

It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The City she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

Under the bridge downtown
Is were I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away (yeah yeah)
Ooh no (no no yeah yeah)
Love me I say yeah yeah


- Red Hot Chili Peppers, "Under the Bridge" 1991

if there was a god in existance, I would exhault praises for the entity that I feel this city holds. And I thank whatever god is out that for placing me here all my life.

These are the moments I realize why I fight with all my might to remain in her wonderful embrace.

and thank you, icariancypher, for the lovely dinner and conversation last night. You make me realize I am not alone - thanks for the smile. biggrin You will always be my #1. Always.

kiss puss kiss puss,
~ the angel*

******************** FYI ********************

Awaiting Javert's visit this month (that should be fun... wow we are going to go nuts!) as well as working on the new film "War of the Worlds". I have a few photoshoots scheduled.. meetings and shoots actually. Also, the bartender paid me a visit on Wednesday night - and called me the next day when I told him I would call him. confused hum. he made a big deal about me calling him first.... wtf? Oh well, I have to get my final paycheck today anyway.. so I guess I will be seeing him! eeek Not sure how I feel about it.. it is the first clean cut "knowing what we both want from each other" thing I have had - and I am releaved. And, the Prince Charming is back in my life... for the moment.

le sigh. one day at a time... one goal at a time. right babe? wink

Mahalo.
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
javert:
Hey! I just now got home from work. I'll probably be sleeping 'til around noon. But I'll give you a call regardless.... smile
Feb 10, 2005
thelibra:
i can only listen to that song in la, you know. kiss
Feb 14, 2005

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