there is me. see me?
that is from today.
I am working on the headshots and the resume. I am going to do work as a print model, extra, featured extra if possible, or do some acting work. Hey, whatever, I have an appointment and an audition tomorrow and this shot was taken at 3:30pm today. We shall see what happens.
Until then, check out my friend's new creation. He manipulates furniture out of the parts of his car. It is the SHIZZY!! I will let you all know what is going on soon enough. I love the comments, thanks guys and gals for the support. Every little bit helps, eh?
Mahalo my friends. And, as I have said before, "God never gives you more than you can handle... but he gets REALLY close sometimes!"
XOXO,
~ the kelly angel*
puss puss 
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today is better, I have spent all day online addressing things off craig's list and myspace. I just need to make rent this weekend... I am so tired of this struggle! I just want to have a solid living and not worry about paying the god damn rent!
I am hanging on $150 so far, I need $350 more. I have some ideas but I basically am going to try and pimp myself out over the weekend to make the ends meet.
anyone need their car washed and detailed? I guess I will figure it out, I always do. It is only wednesday... I just landed a gig for thursday and an interview for a show on monday that pays $1500+ for 4 days of shooting. Not bad, not bad. Whatever the case may be, I sometimes wish I had a sugardaddy to take care of me...
oh, Prince Charming? MIA again, working hard and long hours, not working long and hard on me.
I miss sex.
A lot.
No, not just that (although a good partner would be great), I miss intimacy. Ironically, it is the one thing I have such a hard time with so I fake it with the ones I think I am supposed to care for that way, like it has been earned. The truth is no one has earned it, not in years. I guess it comes down to one undeniable: I just want to spend one night with someone who will hold me and tell me everything will be okay - and to actually believe them.
Like that is going to happen.
C'est la vie.
~ the angel*
I guess I am going to live it. Audition at 6:30pm! Gotta get ready! Time to make some film credits....
that is from today.
I am working on the headshots and the resume. I am going to do work as a print model, extra, featured extra if possible, or do some acting work. Hey, whatever, I have an appointment and an audition tomorrow and this shot was taken at 3:30pm today. We shall see what happens.
Until then, check out my friend's new creation. He manipulates furniture out of the parts of his car. It is the SHIZZY!! I will let you all know what is going on soon enough. I love the comments, thanks guys and gals for the support. Every little bit helps, eh?
Mahalo my friends. And, as I have said before, "God never gives you more than you can handle... but he gets REALLY close sometimes!"
XOXO,
~ the kelly angel*
puss puss
*************************************************
today is better, I have spent all day online addressing things off craig's list and myspace. I just need to make rent this weekend... I am so tired of this struggle! I just want to have a solid living and not worry about paying the god damn rent!
I am hanging on $150 so far, I need $350 more. I have some ideas but I basically am going to try and pimp myself out over the weekend to make the ends meet.
anyone need their car washed and detailed? I guess I will figure it out, I always do. It is only wednesday... I just landed a gig for thursday and an interview for a show on monday that pays $1500+ for 4 days of shooting. Not bad, not bad. Whatever the case may be, I sometimes wish I had a sugardaddy to take care of me...
oh, Prince Charming? MIA again, working hard and long hours, not working long and hard on me.
I miss sex.
A lot.
No, not just that (although a good partner would be great), I miss intimacy. Ironically, it is the one thing I have such a hard time with so I fake it with the ones I think I am supposed to care for that way, like it has been earned. The truth is no one has earned it, not in years. I guess it comes down to one undeniable: I just want to spend one night with someone who will hold me and tell me everything will be okay - and to actually believe them.
Like that is going to happen.
C'est la vie.
~ the angel*
I guess I am going to live it. Audition at 6:30pm! Gotta get ready! Time to make some film credits....
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Knowing that God neverg ives you more than you can handle sometimes is the only thing that gets me through. Like the question of if you had the opportunity to see when you were going to die. If you did you knew you could make it through everything else. Faith in God gives faith in one's self.
Good luck
You look hot!