m_bethany

have been sick... sore throat, could not work the last few days... lost money. paid majority of rent, got fired today. long story. we were both right. moved into the room yesterday officially. celebrated - paid until 3:30 am. got eggs benedict from the happy couple, no divorce planned. went to work to be told I got fired.

fuck. that does not happen to me.

then I saw today's set with Rae and Apnea.



I wanted a new job anyway. I think I am going to head out tonight after I move the room around to get a job.. or work on my resume. either way, I have to at least head down the block to a few places around 9. I hate not having security..

god that multiple set is amazing. nothing a few hot and intelligent ladies in slim to no clothing while blasting Social Distortion as loud as possible does not fix. and eating a huge bowl of pasta even though I am now a loose size 3. 2 glasses of non fat milk so far.... fuck.

did I mention that the set was the best part of my day? I wish HUFF was on tonight... .

on the brighter side, christmas was family good, the prince is keeping me closer, the phone calls are frequent and I see him quite a bit. companionship was discussed as well as car shopping while picking up his at the ferrari/bentley/masarati.. etc dealership. he had me sit a few, including the new Masarti sedan... sweet ride. I told him I wanted the little GTI my roomie has.. ha ha.

I love the look of shock of a NO to a ferrari. "it's too big". ha.
I FEEL BETTER ALREADY. TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY, SO IS RIGHT NOW. Thanks for the visits.. will be social online again soon, I promise. As soon as the immediate concerns are taken care of. also, my stepfather is more than likely going into the hospital. fuck. have good thoughts for me.

will update again soon. happy new years! I have silver french tips for the event tomorrow with the prince and friends!