m_bethany

JOURNAL:

" It's just a diary - everyone knows that diaries are full of crap" - Bridget Jones

This is, well, crap.

all this shit is, it really is.

and in the drunken state i am in, it is, I am surrounded by it.


All I want is someone who willl love me.

Moving into Silverlake, as planned. Nothing but possiblility. I lay with shame as my character is made... it is the unwillingness in me to let go...

All I want is to let go and let it be,... as real as it can.
Here I AM, ROCKING LIKE A HURRICANE.

before the end of the year, Silverlake will be home.
Where will he ask of me what I want to give? I WANT TO GIVE MY ALL. What is that?

Give me all your WEAK AND HOPELESS....

AM I STRONG ENOUGH?

All I want is happiness... and I fell as though I have lost that with my man...

please be my man.... I want you to......


I want you to...

take me out,
~ the kelly angel*