JOURNAL:
Today is the day of Echo Park Guy's party. Lots of beautiful people, some nice fun drugs, and I got a little money today so not only do I have gas and can finally get an oil change on the cute little Natalie, I can get a dub today. Yeah!
** NEW PICTURES UNDER MY REALITY FOLDER! CHECK 'EM OUT!***
Work is getting better. Had to give Nextel a whatfor yesterday afternoon, last night, and this morning. Finally got the account in our business name, no arguements. The ex-partner tried to take not just his number, but all five of my cellular business phone numbers... that is NOT OKAY. So I took them all back, got some nice security passwords on the account, mainly one he will never discover: my Prince Charming's last name - which is greek. Try to beat that ass!
I feel happy and accomplished, I got a little money today and, with the watchdog sitting here in San Dimas, I will have a little more. Fun stuff. So work is going well, the business is calming finally, and we get paid on monday. I am so happy.. I could cry. I also got up to date with my bills... for the most part. I just want to buy a cute pair of stripper heels to go with my little candy stripper outfit I have my eyes on.... soon and very soon.
Talked to the ex on AOLIM this morning. And last night. He wants some. Bad. I am only interested if I get to beat the shit out of him... he deserves it and I deserve to get my anger out. And he offered to meet me tonight at the party for a little *something something*. I flirted, I dominated, made him harder than a rock via camera on AOLIM (I am so good sometimes - naw, who am I kidding? All the time!) and damn, all I want to do is have him show up expecting something and then be like "naw, it's cool. I already got some today so I am fine. So sorry...!" HA!
my ass fucker!
There is one problem however.....
I still want to fuck him. And abuse him, take a strap to him while he is handcuffed down on the bed and give him welts with punishment. I think we would both like that too much. And I decided what I am wearing.. if I can find it.
My black knee high Malano Blanic pointed toe heeled boots, a black lace lingerie dress that criss cross straps down the back, my "frequent flier" brown with black trim boy short underwear, some conveniently placed black taped "X's, and my new brunette hair flat-ironed. 
Oh that is going to be hot. If I can find the dress. Did I mention the black leather trench coat?
I will make SOMEONE take a picture or two of me in it... might be able to get a set out of it if I can. But I promised myself, if I get my hands on a dub today, I am going to just smoke "dope" and drink. No powder tonight... I hate the way I feel in the AM from it. Let us see how strong we can be....
I put some more pictures in my "reality me" folder, my ex was nice enough to email them to me to coax me into sleeping with him tonight. How sweet. I should tease him more... I know there are more pictures I still have yet to get my hands on. Oh, the new profile picture is from him too. I was cresting into 21 at the time.. a little over 1.5 years ago. Pretty huh? 
Gosh, I am a little hottie at times....
I miss my Prince Charming! I do! I really do. I want to be held in his loving arms, kiss his beautiful skin, and preform however he wishes and deams me worthy of.
Did I just type that? Must be true. I long for HIS touch, all these other people are toys I like to play with.......
Okay, that was harsh. There is an exception. printgod came to visit me out in boonieville last night, met my girl Stacy and her boy, my BFF of the longest, John (you may have seen them refered to as 'Stacy & John'). We all hung out, chatted, chilled, and I got to relax. I like being social but I wanted to jump printgod's bones so much! I cannot, for some reason, do that in my house. It is just as well, I would not and could not stand being caught by my stepfather. That would just be awkward, you know? Parent turned roommate/partner? Yeah. But I did promise a visit today... I am just not sure if I should and HAVE TO, you know? I like following through but sex is not something that can be handed out... but it is very nice - oh yes ladies, hit him up. What a gentleman, a good kisser, and a fabulous date. I am not kidding. Someone nail this guy down, I am too bad and corrupt to subject him to a relationship with me. Besides, I have a man already in mind...
although I do want to be selfish and keep some boys anyway.
I always love it when I am the only one they want, above all else. That makes me happy, turns me on, and - when they want me so much the hard on cannot be contained - I have won. I love winning. I am such a dominatrix - I wonder how good at that I would be....
Anyway, that is about it. Just chilling and doing work today. Might do some sit-ups and leg lifts, maybe some squats to tone and firm the body for the revealing clothing due tonight. I will also see my buddy from sunday night tonight, that hottie bachelor guy I admire so much. :le sigh: One more to bite the dust.
Leave me a post. Thanks! I love when people leave me posts.
:tee hee:
~ the angel*
Today is the day of Echo Park Guy's party. Lots of beautiful people, some nice fun drugs, and I got a little money today so not only do I have gas and can finally get an oil change on the cute little Natalie, I can get a dub today. Yeah!
** NEW PICTURES UNDER MY REALITY FOLDER! CHECK 'EM OUT!***
Work is getting better. Had to give Nextel a whatfor yesterday afternoon, last night, and this morning. Finally got the account in our business name, no arguements. The ex-partner tried to take not just his number, but all five of my cellular business phone numbers... that is NOT OKAY. So I took them all back, got some nice security passwords on the account, mainly one he will never discover: my Prince Charming's last name - which is greek. Try to beat that ass!
I feel happy and accomplished, I got a little money today and, with the watchdog sitting here in San Dimas, I will have a little more. Fun stuff. So work is going well, the business is calming finally, and we get paid on monday. I am so happy.. I could cry. I also got up to date with my bills... for the most part. I just want to buy a cute pair of stripper heels to go with my little candy stripper outfit I have my eyes on.... soon and very soon.
Talked to the ex on AOLIM this morning. And last night. He wants some. Bad. I am only interested if I get to beat the shit out of him... he deserves it and I deserve to get my anger out. And he offered to meet me tonight at the party for a little *something something*. I flirted, I dominated, made him harder than a rock via camera on AOLIM (I am so good sometimes - naw, who am I kidding? All the time!) and damn, all I want to do is have him show up expecting something and then be like "naw, it's cool. I already got some today so I am fine. So sorry...!" HA!
my ass fucker!
There is one problem however.....
I still want to fuck him. And abuse him, take a strap to him while he is handcuffed down on the bed and give him welts with punishment. I think we would both like that too much. And I decided what I am wearing.. if I can find it.
My black knee high Malano Blanic pointed toe heeled boots, a black lace lingerie dress that criss cross straps down the back, my "frequent flier" brown with black trim boy short underwear, some conveniently placed black taped "X's, and my new brunette hair flat-ironed. Oh that is going to be hot. If I can find the dress. Did I mention the black leather trench coat?
I will make SOMEONE take a picture or two of me in it... might be able to get a set out of it if I can. But I promised myself, if I get my hands on a dub today, I am going to just smoke "dope" and drink. No powder tonight... I hate the way I feel in the AM from it. Let us see how strong we can be....
I put some more pictures in my "reality me" folder, my ex was nice enough to email them to me to coax me into sleeping with him tonight. How sweet. I should tease him more... I know there are more pictures I still have yet to get my hands on. Oh, the new profile picture is from him too. I was cresting into 21 at the time.. a little over 1.5 years ago. Pretty huh? Gosh, I am a little hottie at times....
I miss my Prince Charming! I do! I really do. I want to be held in his loving arms, kiss his beautiful skin, and preform however he wishes and deams me worthy of.
Did I just type that? Must be true. I long for HIS touch, all these other people are toys I like to play with.......
Okay, that was harsh. There is an exception. printgod came to visit me out in boonieville last night, met my girl Stacy and her boy, my BFF of the longest, John (you may have seen them refered to as 'Stacy & John'). We all hung out, chatted, chilled, and I got to relax. I like being social but I wanted to jump printgod's bones so much! I cannot, for some reason, do that in my house. It is just as well, I would not and could not stand being caught by my stepfather. That would just be awkward, you know? Parent turned roommate/partner? Yeah. But I did promise a visit today... I am just not sure if I should and HAVE TO, you know? I like following through but sex is not something that can be handed out... but it is very nice - oh yes ladies, hit him up. What a gentleman, a good kisser, and a fabulous date. I am not kidding. Someone nail this guy down, I am too bad and corrupt to subject him to a relationship with me. Besides, I have a man already in mind...
although I do want to be selfish and keep some boys anyway.
I always love it when I am the only one they want, above all else. That makes me happy, turns me on, and - when they want me so much the hard on cannot be contained - I have won. I love winning. I am such a dominatrix - I wonder how good at that I would be....
Anyway, that is about it. Just chilling and doing work today. Might do some sit-ups and leg lifts, maybe some squats to tone and firm the body for the revealing clothing due tonight. I will also see my buddy from sunday night tonight, that hottie bachelor guy I admire so much. :le sigh: One more to bite the dust.
Leave me a post. Thanks! I love when people leave me posts.
:tee hee:
~ the angel*
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good luck to you.