JOURNAL:
Trying to secure money for the business today. Not going too great... but there is a lead.
If I do not get the money the business is going to fall. I am wondering if anyone out there thinks I am worth $20k for one night of extascy.... however that is spelled. Naw, maybe $10k but not $20k.
Things are okay... getting chest pains for the first time in my life - and needing to smoke a bowl instead of the pack of cigarettes that printgod was so kind to buy me the other night...
He took me out to dinner at Rainforest Cafe and then we bought tickets to see "Cellular" - but elected to drive back to his area and get a drink or two at the dive bar down the block. We met this awesome guy named Gary who charmed the hell out of me.. and he loved the brunette on me as well. Then we went back to his place........ got a ride home in the AM, was too tired to drive that late or at least deal with the driving... I had a little much to drink. Poor guy had to sit in traffic after dropping me off at 7am, just in time to get in the office and start the work day.
sorry.
Worked my ass off, not sure what to handle cuz it is all overwelming to me. Petty cash is my concern, just found a bunch more check stubs and all the bank statements so I can fill in the blanks for 2003 in the registry. The business is bearly afloat... and I am relying on a friend to bail me out who I will be in debt to for the strength of our friendship and him stepping up to help me out... god love that man. I am so scared that the stress is going to kill my stepfather. Then what do I do?
Got a tan today. Needed to, the hair is so dark it washes me out - but fixed that! I am tan. I just cannot wait to see the look on my ex's face when I walk into his work... eventually (not making an excuse to go but there are things at his shop I have to pick up still). I do look very different.
And I love it.
The pictures will come up soon. I have to find someone with a digital camera to post them or just get my phone replaced. Maybe I just get my phone replaced... maybe I do that today. It is fucking up worse and not doing what I bought it to do anymore (send pics to the web from the digital camera, make proper phone calls... sometimes it shorts!). Luckily I have a 2 yr warranty on the bitch. Maybe I should handle that....
I was very fired up about that asshole partner. I do want to make his life hell but I want to do it properly. Through the lawyer.. the appointment is sometime next week after I :hopefully: (cross your fingers) pay out all the people who are pissed at us... I just need that money. It is a 30 day loan of $20k, damn it.... it is so hard to sit here and wait for an okay... but I have no choice.
If you know anyone who wants to help out a suicide girl hopeful out.. let me know. Also, I need to shoot a set... anyone have some time that take decent pics?
Give me a holla!
Might see Prince Charming this weekend, although that is not guaranteed. God I miss him... it was such a nice visit on sunday....
Okay okay. I will go get my phone fixed so I can post my new do... I am going today... damn you all for the peer pressure...
love!
~ the angel*
Trying to secure money for the business today. Not going too great... but there is a lead.
If I do not get the money the business is going to fall. I am wondering if anyone out there thinks I am worth $20k for one night of extascy.... however that is spelled. Naw, maybe $10k but not $20k.
Things are okay... getting chest pains for the first time in my life - and needing to smoke a bowl instead of the pack of cigarettes that printgod was so kind to buy me the other night...
He took me out to dinner at Rainforest Cafe and then we bought tickets to see "Cellular" - but elected to drive back to his area and get a drink or two at the dive bar down the block. We met this awesome guy named Gary who charmed the hell out of me.. and he loved the brunette on me as well. Then we went back to his place........ got a ride home in the AM, was too tired to drive that late or at least deal with the driving... I had a little much to drink. Poor guy had to sit in traffic after dropping me off at 7am, just in time to get in the office and start the work day.
sorry.
Worked my ass off, not sure what to handle cuz it is all overwelming to me. Petty cash is my concern, just found a bunch more check stubs and all the bank statements so I can fill in the blanks for 2003 in the registry. The business is bearly afloat... and I am relying on a friend to bail me out who I will be in debt to for the strength of our friendship and him stepping up to help me out... god love that man. I am so scared that the stress is going to kill my stepfather. Then what do I do?
Got a tan today. Needed to, the hair is so dark it washes me out - but fixed that! I am tan. I just cannot wait to see the look on my ex's face when I walk into his work... eventually (not making an excuse to go but there are things at his shop I have to pick up still). I do look very different.
And I love it.
The pictures will come up soon. I have to find someone with a digital camera to post them or just get my phone replaced. Maybe I just get my phone replaced... maybe I do that today. It is fucking up worse and not doing what I bought it to do anymore (send pics to the web from the digital camera, make proper phone calls... sometimes it shorts!). Luckily I have a 2 yr warranty on the bitch. Maybe I should handle that....
I was very fired up about that asshole partner. I do want to make his life hell but I want to do it properly. Through the lawyer.. the appointment is sometime next week after I :hopefully: (cross your fingers) pay out all the people who are pissed at us... I just need that money. It is a 30 day loan of $20k, damn it.... it is so hard to sit here and wait for an okay... but I have no choice.
If you know anyone who wants to help out a suicide girl hopeful out.. let me know. Also, I need to shoot a set... anyone have some time that take decent pics?
Give me a holla!
Might see Prince Charming this weekend, although that is not guaranteed. God I miss him... it was such a nice visit on sunday....
Okay okay. I will go get my phone fixed so I can post my new do... I am going today... damn you all for the peer pressure...
love!
~ the angel*
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So Vegas in January? I might already be there, my birthday is January 14th. We may have to party!
I've never taken photos of hot girls, or else I'd offer my services
Wait, maybe I should of lied.....