JOURNAL:
just settling into my new space at the nuevo casa, the room is as small as my last apartment space. the living room needs to be rearranged - and my step-dad will hate me for doing it.
i am going to do it anyway. i have to live here pot-free. i have to do SOMETHING with my time besides work.
the good thing is I have my dogs around again. they are so cute! Porshe, black teacup cockapoo (shut it! SHUT-IT!) that is turning silver since she is almost 18, and Beemer, white fur but same breed and he looks like a barrel with legs at the tender age of 15 1/2, are my babyheads. They are my reason for being out here - I know I will be the one to find them when they go. the doctor cannot believe they are alive - the breed is a poodle and cocker spaniel mix but runts so they are really small. they are only supposed to live to 13-15.
i love my puppies!
met miss "em" last night with my high school girlfriend - chickwithwings that is - and we got bad thai food take out then went to a dark park where we ate, smoked a bowl, and discussed our exs. It was very moving and liberating - I think we all benefitted. And I am also glad to announce she is my little "La Isla Bonita" or my "spanish beauty" cuz she has the look. Wonderful girl, so much hope for the world - she looks at the world still with the child-like wonder we all long for in adulthood. keep it dear, i am envious you see the positive consistantly.
Babe (chickwithwings) - Good luck in Israel and travel safely, it will be all good. I will see you when you get back.. and got the phone call but could not answer - my cell does not get reception at the new house. but you get to see the new place when you get back - my room should be done by then! 
It is odd to be back here in Upland, the "909". I got hit on three times on the streets around the town - great. I was looking cute today though....
On the way to the Virgin Megastore, I took the scenic route apparently thought Rancho Cuchamonga to Ontario Mills where I then proceeded to get lost on where to enter at the food court... all around the parking lots surrounding the whole mall.... nightmare. I hate that place, it has ruined shopping for me. It is all about Melrose and Rodeo, sorry. I hate to say it, but it is. the Promenade sometimes... but only if you NEED something. anyway, got hit on in the parking lot.
And it goes a little something like this.....HIT IT!
Guy: Hey woman, how are you doing?
Me: Can I help you?
Guy: I am don't do drugs. You do drugs?
Me: No, sorry. Why are you talking to me?
Guy: Oh I needed to ask you something.
Me: Which is...?
Guy: Okay, uh, here it is, a'ight? If something is in motion and it's staying in motion and you can't stop it on your own... what do you do?
Me: Shoot it with a shot gun. ::walks off::
Guy: Okay... that is all I needed to hear... 'nite!
*edited out useless banter, was unimportant at the time*
fucker.
fuckhead.
I am so not okay with being back in the 909 but I also know I am going to make bank as a waitress. I am cute, hottie glasses girl who is from LA and has great hair and personality. I would tip me well damn it! oh, the PC term for it is "server". Blah!
So I was leaving Prince Charming's house this morning and I was reaching into the shower to get my poof (exCUSE me - loofa) and body wash - but while he is in the shower himself. He just told me to leave it there, that I might need it when I come back.
do you not know what that means?
wow, okay. for those of you who do NOT know, that means he is getting okay with me having stuff at his place. That is a GIRLFRIEND thing. like a toothbrush. big deal... and I do not know if I am ready for it.
but it will be slow. I think he has a really hard time sharing his space - it is like a controlled environment for him and it is not a bad thing! mind you but he is a little bit uptight... but totally justified. I would be too. and am actually, quite a bit.
Anyway, I also think that the night I posted details of - that he said those three words with 8 letters total and a million meanings... I love you. But, on the offchance it was not, it was probably I love this.... refering to the awesome sex. Either way, I am waiting for the blatant one... where I am forced to pay attention. that will be awhile I KNOW! But he did call me today.... literally just to say hi. and he told me to call him tomorrow too. eh!!!!! happy happy joy joy feelings...
for the record, i love the sex too 
i need more of that - lots more... grwow! :meow:
can you blush?
so that is what is up. I have internet up but i do not have DirecTV going on yet.. ah the priorities. I have to get new tires for Natalie tomorrow, she needs it. also, no oral surgery - I am going to cancel and get a second opinion as well as estimate of cost. $1650.00 for the treatment and cavities? fuck that shit... I still owe a little more than that on the car....
I hate not having insurance.. i am going to work full time out here to get full benefits so i can get that shit done and get the widsom teeth out too. they are killing me seriously!
i am tired. i go to bed now. NIGHT!
my fantasy of masterbation is going to come true though.. I need it with that last one still fresh in memory... shocker! too much info again.. sorry guys.
just happy.
oh, talked to the ex too. didn't miss him.
Mahalo - (halla!):
~ the kelly angel*
just settling into my new space at the nuevo casa, the room is as small as my last apartment space. the living room needs to be rearranged - and my step-dad will hate me for doing it.
i am going to do it anyway. i have to live here pot-free. i have to do SOMETHING with my time besides work.
the good thing is I have my dogs around again. they are so cute! Porshe, black teacup cockapoo (shut it! SHUT-IT!) that is turning silver since she is almost 18, and Beemer, white fur but same breed and he looks like a barrel with legs at the tender age of 15 1/2, are my babyheads. They are my reason for being out here - I know I will be the one to find them when they go. the doctor cannot believe they are alive - the breed is a poodle and cocker spaniel mix but runts so they are really small. they are only supposed to live to 13-15.
i love my puppies!
met miss "em" last night with my high school girlfriend - chickwithwings that is - and we got bad thai food take out then went to a dark park where we ate, smoked a bowl, and discussed our exs. It was very moving and liberating - I think we all benefitted. And I am also glad to announce she is my little "La Isla Bonita" or my "spanish beauty" cuz she has the look. Wonderful girl, so much hope for the world - she looks at the world still with the child-like wonder we all long for in adulthood. keep it dear, i am envious you see the positive consistantly.
Babe (chickwithwings) - Good luck in Israel and travel safely, it will be all good. I will see you when you get back.. and got the phone call but could not answer - my cell does not get reception at the new house. but you get to see the new place when you get back - my room should be done by then!
It is odd to be back here in Upland, the "909". I got hit on three times on the streets around the town - great. I was looking cute today though....
On the way to the Virgin Megastore, I took the scenic route apparently thought Rancho Cuchamonga to Ontario Mills where I then proceeded to get lost on where to enter at the food court... all around the parking lots surrounding the whole mall.... nightmare. I hate that place, it has ruined shopping for me. It is all about Melrose and Rodeo, sorry. I hate to say it, but it is. the Promenade sometimes... but only if you NEED something. anyway, got hit on in the parking lot.
And it goes a little something like this.....HIT IT!
Guy: Hey woman, how are you doing?
Me: Can I help you?
Guy: I am don't do drugs. You do drugs?
Me: No, sorry. Why are you talking to me?
Guy: Oh I needed to ask you something.
Me: Which is...?
Guy: Okay, uh, here it is, a'ight? If something is in motion and it's staying in motion and you can't stop it on your own... what do you do?
Me: Shoot it with a shot gun. ::walks off::
Guy: Okay... that is all I needed to hear... 'nite!
*edited out useless banter, was unimportant at the time*
fucker.
fuckhead.
I am so not okay with being back in the 909 but I also know I am going to make bank as a waitress. I am cute, hottie glasses girl who is from LA and has great hair and personality. I would tip me well damn it! oh, the PC term for it is "server". Blah!
So I was leaving Prince Charming's house this morning and I was reaching into the shower to get my poof (exCUSE me - loofa) and body wash - but while he is in the shower himself. He just told me to leave it there, that I might need it when I come back.
do you not know what that means?
wow, okay. for those of you who do NOT know, that means he is getting okay with me having stuff at his place. That is a GIRLFRIEND thing. like a toothbrush. big deal... and I do not know if I am ready for it.
but it will be slow. I think he has a really hard time sharing his space - it is like a controlled environment for him and it is not a bad thing! mind you but he is a little bit uptight... but totally justified. I would be too. and am actually, quite a bit.
Anyway, I also think that the night I posted details of - that he said those three words with 8 letters total and a million meanings... I love you. But, on the offchance it was not, it was probably I love this.... refering to the awesome sex. Either way, I am waiting for the blatant one... where I am forced to pay attention. that will be awhile I KNOW! But he did call me today.... literally just to say hi. and he told me to call him tomorrow too. eh!!!!!
happy happy joy joy feelings...
for the record, i love the sex too
i need more of that - lots more... grwow! :meow:
can you blush?
so that is what is up. I have internet up but i do not have DirecTV going on yet.. ah the priorities. I have to get new tires for Natalie tomorrow, she needs it. also, no oral surgery - I am going to cancel and get a second opinion as well as estimate of cost. $1650.00 for the treatment and cavities? fuck that shit... I still owe a little more than that on the car....
I hate not having insurance.. i am going to work full time out here to get full benefits so i can get that shit done and get the widsom teeth out too. they are killing me
seriously!
i am tired. i go to bed now. NIGHT!
my fantasy of masterbation is going to come true though.. I need it with that last one still fresh in memory...
shocker! too much info again.. sorry guys.
just happy.
oh, talked to the ex too. didn't miss him.
Mahalo - (halla!):
~ the kelly angel*
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I lived for a year in Upland while I was in college out in claremont. Not a fun place to live.