JOURNAL:
PLEASE NOTE -
1. I have posted a ton of new pics in my folders of random stuff.
2. I am looking for someone to move into my spare room if they need a place to crash from now until August 8th when I move out. Only $250, I am pretty easy to live with esp. for 3 weeks.
3. This is a long post with a bunch of jibberish, so make time or skip it!
4. Does anyone still want to meet for drinks and chillling time this week on thursday or friday night for a bit? I am thinking maybe the Waterfront on Friday afternoon. I like the idea, any takers?
5. Bohemian Tuesday - we need to get on the short bus and kick it Bob Marley style - I might try and get my check early today.... I want to celebrate my weekly holiday!
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Most of me loves how much of a response I get from the individuals *just like you!* who come to my page and visit me everyday as well as leave comments. The only downfall is that some of you who are interested in dating *current and future*, you have an insider's window into my personal, very personal, life. So the disadvantage is that the stuff I am going through to deal with my ex and all that drama, most girls can hide it since they are not posting their life stories on a website like me. I cannot, but I am also taking it like a champ I think so welcome to being open-minded and liberal.
I just ask that people do not judge or look down on me for being expressive and posting my life on this site. And if you are in it, you will get a mention.
That goes for you too, icariancypher . *wink wink*
BTW - And I ain't mad at ya, you gots a new woman and she is blowin yo mind away; you aint never been this happy in a long ass mutha fuckin' time. Just do not let me loose my BFF drinking buddy, I miss you man! You are my steady rock in this ocean of chaos sometimes, and I hope I return the favor. You gotz to know you be my favorite.
Really. You know I gots to be testifying the truth (and that was my attempt at Ebonics, I am sorry if I disappointed).
As for the ex, I am digesting. He and I will be whatever we are going to be until I move. All I know is that what happens after the move will show me how much effort he is willing to put into us. If there is no effort, there is my answer. And I will deal with it like I deal with every swell that flows into my beaches, so to speak. One day at a time.
I do love him though, and the only way I would stay is if he asked me to (accompanied by a financial solution that will support me without being a burden to him). Like that will happen. I would need a real miracle, and even then there would have to be some major consideration. AS EVERYONE SHAKES THEIR HEAD AT ME IN A *SHE'S NUTS* KIND OF WAY. shut up. I will never admit that I am asking for the impossible. At least I know that though. Right?
On to other nightmare news....
My fun little asshole roommate who has been avoiding me moved out yesterday, totally my style when I moved from home. His room and stuff was CLEARED. He left the bathroom a mess, left all his unused food in the fridge, left his dishes from the last week on the counter, left his keys on the table (I am going to post pics of the mess he left. The only reason why it is not worse is because I have been cleaning like a maniac, the OCD freak over here). He even left his dirty shower towels from the past 3 weeks unlaundered on the floor, fuck-head. And me holding the bill for almost $400. What a asshole.
I do not know what to do. I left him a message last night about it, told him I did not know he had intentions of moving out and I would have liked some notice or at least TO KNOW so I can plan. I was waiting for him to pay me back money he told me last saturday "I just got to go to the ATM" and so I was told BY HIM IN PERSON that he was going to pay me $100 at least. I do not know how to combat this asshole at all. I could get down and dirty then take some of my boys into his job at the Red Garter and kick some serious ass with them backing me - and as I am writing I think of how petty and hokey it is - but look at my situation! I have been SCREWED by this person who would get mad at me for bringing up the debt he should have paid off! I mean, I have never dealt with someone that did not have at least a glimmer of moral fiber in their body. I thought he was a good guy, honorable. I guess not, and now I am out money when I seriously need it.
I have a few aces in the hole though. First of all, before he moved, he got a letter from his mom at his old residencial address. I have that address, so if I need to serve him or contact him further... which it seems I might, I can. I have a few options of how to use it:
1. I can mail his debt information to his parents and see if they will pay it.
2. I can have someone serve them with a collections notice from one of my collections agency.
3. I can take him to small claims, really just waste a bunch of my time and his (although wasting his time is worth it), get a ruling, and never have him pay anyway.
At least with a collections agency, it stays on your credit until it is resolved. I gotta do some more research, I would be shocked if he paid me volentarily, especially considering his track record.
What should I do? You all know anyone who can rough him up a little and get him to pay my ass? I am really just looking to solve this as soon as possible and in the most "fuck with his ass" way I can. Know anyone who wants to get the balance for a percentage fee? Really, contact me. Free agent if you will.
I am not kidding. I am a big fan of Gwetto, the italian mafia guy. Defender of the weak and somewhat wealthy.
In other news...
I realized that having the guy out of my house is good. I am going to start collecting boxes today to start packing. I have random stuff everywhere and the more I get packed now the less I have to do later. Also, since I get the boxes from work, I can make sure they fit in the car! I really do not have that much stuff, the only things I can really pack is the kitchen (since I really do not use it anyway) and the useless crap I do not use in the bathroom like pretty much everything. As long as I can shower, have a bowl, plate, utensils, cup, food for myself, I need nothing else.
God, the moving thing again. I am dreading it a little bit because I really wanted to stay in my place for longer than a year (I am over by a month right now). But I cannot afford it logically (I could struggle and really stretch it, but I would be stressed out! hard core) but I am going to miss living so close to the water etc. On the bright side, I get to have a three bedroom 2 bath house under the majority of my control so I will be happy.... I have to post before and after pictures of this weekend when I am going to clean the house out in Upland. It is so gross! It has not been cleaned really in over 4 months, my step-dad has been literally coming home just to sleep and shower. Not kidding. You will see once I post the pics this weekend.
I POSTED A TON OF NEW PICS. I woke up last night at 2:30 am and, since I had fallen asleep to BIG FISH, I smoked my last bowl of pot (no $ = no luxury, I am sad ), I started sending pics from my phone that I have been meaning to send for awhile while watching meaningless television and finishing the movie. I also tried to watch THE SHINING last night and could not get through it. I do not know what it is but it is so scary! And it is so 1980 scary, it is not even that bad. But it is made very well I guess. The only other movie I could not finish was 28 DAYS LATER. Still, to this day, have not finished either.
So today I am going to take the $20 that my ex loaned me (I was really desperate and he insisted. Three times.) to buy some groceries and then, if I can, get some of my greens. I cannot go without them, then I will really kill my roommate for making me suffer. Fucker. I am so mad, pissed even. Ass.
Lesson #25 - Trust your instincts. When you have a feeling you do not like someone, trust it until until you get to know them better and they can prove you otherwise. And the people who have proven to you they are worthy of your alligence will receive your friendship in return.
Not the best advice I have given, but in LA it is necessary.
Mahalo lovers.
~the angel*
:argh!:
PS - it is my little sister Katie's #11 birthday. because of her mother (the abusive el salvadorian), I have not seen her in 2 years today. God I miss her... I am going to have good thoughts for the future. :tears:
PLEASE NOTE -
1. I have posted a ton of new pics in my folders of random stuff.
2. I am looking for someone to move into my spare room if they need a place to crash from now until August 8th when I move out. Only $250, I am pretty easy to live with esp. for 3 weeks.
3. This is a long post with a bunch of jibberish, so make time or skip it!
4. Does anyone still want to meet for drinks and chillling time this week on thursday or friday night for a bit? I am thinking maybe the Waterfront on Friday afternoon. I like the idea, any takers?
5. Bohemian Tuesday - we need to get on the short bus and kick it Bob Marley style - I might try and get my check early today.... I want to celebrate my weekly holiday!
*********************************
Most of me loves how much of a response I get from the individuals *just like you!* who come to my page and visit me everyday as well as leave comments. The only downfall is that some of you who are interested in dating *current and future*, you have an insider's window into my personal, very personal, life. So the disadvantage is that the stuff I am going through to deal with my ex and all that drama, most girls can hide it since they are not posting their life stories on a website like me. I cannot, but I am also taking it like a champ I think so welcome to being open-minded and liberal.
I just ask that people do not judge or look down on me for being expressive and posting my life on this site. And if you are in it, you will get a mention.
That goes for you too, icariancypher . *wink wink*
BTW - And I ain't mad at ya, you gots a new woman and she is blowin yo mind away; you aint never been this happy in a long ass mutha fuckin' time. Just do not let me loose my BFF drinking buddy, I miss you man! You are my steady rock in this ocean of chaos sometimes, and I hope I return the favor. You gotz to know you be my favorite.
Really. You know I gots to be testifying the truth (and that was my attempt at Ebonics, I am sorry if I disappointed).
As for the ex, I am digesting. He and I will be whatever we are going to be until I move. All I know is that what happens after the move will show me how much effort he is willing to put into us. If there is no effort, there is my answer. And I will deal with it like I deal with every swell that flows into my beaches, so to speak. One day at a time.
I do love him though, and the only way I would stay is if he asked me to (accompanied by a financial solution that will support me without being a burden to him). Like that will happen. I would need a real miracle, and even then there would have to be some major consideration. AS EVERYONE SHAKES THEIR HEAD AT ME IN A *SHE'S NUTS* KIND OF WAY. shut up. I will never admit that I am asking for the impossible. At least I know that though. Right?
On to other nightmare news....
My fun little asshole roommate who has been avoiding me moved out yesterday, totally my style when I moved from home. His room and stuff was CLEARED. He left the bathroom a mess, left all his unused food in the fridge, left his dishes from the last week on the counter, left his keys on the table (I am going to post pics of the mess he left. The only reason why it is not worse is because I have been cleaning like a maniac, the OCD freak over here). He even left his dirty shower towels from the past 3 weeks unlaundered on the floor, fuck-head. And me holding the bill for almost $400. What a asshole.
I do not know what to do. I left him a message last night about it, told him I did not know he had intentions of moving out and I would have liked some notice or at least TO KNOW so I can plan. I was waiting for him to pay me back money he told me last saturday "I just got to go to the ATM" and so I was told BY HIM IN PERSON that he was going to pay me $100 at least. I do not know how to combat this asshole at all. I could get down and dirty then take some of my boys into his job at the Red Garter and kick some serious ass with them backing me - and as I am writing I think of how petty and hokey it is - but look at my situation! I have been SCREWED by this person who would get mad at me for bringing up the debt he should have paid off! I mean, I have never dealt with someone that did not have at least a glimmer of moral fiber in their body. I thought he was a good guy, honorable. I guess not, and now I am out money when I seriously need it.
I have a few aces in the hole though. First of all, before he moved, he got a letter from his mom at his old residencial address. I have that address, so if I need to serve him or contact him further... which it seems I might, I can. I have a few options of how to use it:
1. I can mail his debt information to his parents and see if they will pay it.
2. I can have someone serve them with a collections notice from one of my collections agency.
3. I can take him to small claims, really just waste a bunch of my time and his (although wasting his time is worth it), get a ruling, and never have him pay anyway.
At least with a collections agency, it stays on your credit until it is resolved. I gotta do some more research, I would be shocked if he paid me volentarily, especially considering his track record.
What should I do? You all know anyone who can rough him up a little and get him to pay my ass? I am really just looking to solve this as soon as possible and in the most "fuck with his ass" way I can. Know anyone who wants to get the balance for a percentage fee? Really, contact me. Free agent if you will.
I am not kidding. I am a big fan of Gwetto, the italian mafia guy. Defender of the weak and somewhat wealthy.
In other news...
I realized that having the guy out of my house is good. I am going to start collecting boxes today to start packing. I have random stuff everywhere and the more I get packed now the less I have to do later. Also, since I get the boxes from work, I can make sure they fit in the car! I really do not have that much stuff, the only things I can really pack is the kitchen (since I really do not use it anyway) and the useless crap I do not use in the bathroom like pretty much everything. As long as I can shower, have a bowl, plate, utensils, cup, food for myself, I need nothing else.
God, the moving thing again. I am dreading it a little bit because I really wanted to stay in my place for longer than a year (I am over by a month right now). But I cannot afford it logically (I could struggle and really stretch it, but I would be stressed out! hard core) but I am going to miss living so close to the water etc. On the bright side, I get to have a three bedroom 2 bath house under the majority of my control so I will be happy.... I have to post before and after pictures of this weekend when I am going to clean the house out in Upland. It is so gross! It has not been cleaned really in over 4 months, my step-dad has been literally coming home just to sleep and shower. Not kidding. You will see once I post the pics this weekend.
I POSTED A TON OF NEW PICS. I woke up last night at 2:30 am and, since I had fallen asleep to BIG FISH, I smoked my last bowl of pot (no $ = no luxury, I am sad
), I started sending pics from my phone that I have been meaning to send for awhile while watching meaningless television and finishing the movie. I also tried to watch THE SHINING last night and could not get through it. I do not know what it is but it is so scary! And it is so 1980 scary, it is not even that bad. But it is made very well I guess. The only other movie I could not finish was 28 DAYS LATER. Still, to this day, have not finished either.
So today I am going to take the $20 that my ex loaned me (I was really desperate and he insisted. Three times.) to buy some groceries and then, if I can, get some of my greens. I cannot go without them, then I will really kill my roommate for making me suffer. Fucker. I am so mad, pissed even. Ass.
Lesson #25 - Trust your instincts. When you have a feeling you do not like someone, trust it until until you get to know them better and they can prove you otherwise. And the people who have proven to you they are worthy of your alligence will receive your friendship in return.
Not the best advice I have given, but in LA it is necessary.
Mahalo lovers.
~the angel*
:argh!:
PS - it is my little sister Katie's #11 birthday. because of her mother (the abusive el salvadorian), I have not seen her in 2 years today. God I miss her... I am going to have good thoughts for the future.
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cblount59:
that sucks that you have to move. where are you moving. i love venice. i try to go down there a few times a month.
eurisko:
wow, your roomie sounds like he was a dick. thanks for the comment in my journal, as for body mods go, im out of money because i spent most of what i had on the beatles white album on vinyl. but the house party, is going to be a pool party haha. anyways, you sound pretty rad, so have a nice day