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m_bethany

damned lost angel from venice beach

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Wednesday Oct 04, 2006

Oct 3, 2006
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"Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on, now.
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts,
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're sayin'.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I can't explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Ok.
Just a little pinprick.
There'll be no more ...Aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working. Good.
That'll keep you going for the show.
Come on it's time to go.
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're sayin'.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb."

good grief. [smacks forehead]

what the hell is really going on in this world lately? has everyone gone completely insane? I know I am crazy but there is a difference - why do people do what they WANT to do even though it will hurt other people they care about? (hey pot, this is kettle and you're black - I know) though drug use has been the detriment and also the saving gracy of my personal development of self actualization and self awareness, others tend to get too lost in the fog and the excuse of it to saturate their lives and, before you know it, they feel nothing more than a mild sensation of reality.

fucking asshole friends. I thought they cared about me as much as I cared for them and would never hurt me intentionally. lately, it has been pain after pain and the excuse is the drugs (and a meek "I am sorry"). have you morons heard the song, "The Drugs Don't Work"? want a summary? they don't.

And I... am... comfortably numb. (name that artist smartie pants!)


ARRR!!!

hedon:
pink floyd !!

sorry to hear about your asshole friends.
the drugs don't work : they can enhance a person, but also his problems
Oct 3, 2006
silveronthetree:
The drugs don`t work is about someones dad dieing from cancerwink

They are not very good for keeping a clear perception.

So sorry you`ve been hurt mate.

Send you some good vibes.

That pic is sending some good vibes to me, so thank you.

Hugs
Oct 3, 2006

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