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m_bethany

damned lost angel from venice beach

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Sunday Sep 24, 2006

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of all these lovers in my past
I thank the gods for emptyness
for the feel of what we think
is enough for one to drink
i hold this pain close to the past
and in this spring I caress and pass
no one shadowed holds the appeal
of something deep and something real
inside this hole I reconcile
the holes deep I recoil and sigh with
how hard do I have to pant and whine
before my insides become terpintined

withhold emotion I still recall
the night I held you inside your hall
oh didn't you know, didn't you see
the pain you held was extasy
(deep in me it resounded extasy)
withheld emotion I still withdrawl
the pain you felt Ms. Know It All
(deeper it hit was cleasing me)

calm desire, calm the hello
here we sit exposed - don't you know?
all the plays draw to excellence
but all you play is obvious defense?
of this I know... but you hold dear so
I hope you dear realize you're clear
of danger and consiquence... and of reality
not much more of you would I rather see...
not much more of you would I choose to be.

no longer resisting I see the stall
Easier to tell who will have whereithall
Don't blame the butcher for the batch
(it is all dependent on how you act)
In the game it is how you hang and ball
no one can care unless you score
and in order to remain un-whored
(it is all about how one reacts)
*it s one the blood and how one reacts... word eh?*

give an option to the eye that sees
there is little that one needs
the view is grandous and the benefits exonified
just to get a view of one's backside.

calm desire, calm the hello
here we sit exposed - don't you know?
all the plays draw to excellence
but all you play is obvious defense?
of this I know... but you hold dear so
I hope you dear realize you're clear
of danger and consiquence... and of reality
not much more of you would I rather see...
not much more of you would I choose to be.

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of this place of royalty
i would not chose me
of this welcomed disco sound
I have little to attribute to what surrounds

of the small I have little voice to gain
I have found a little on thie train.
and as the voices have grown nearer
very little do I leave to those who have gone some and hither

my love does trample things
it does wonderous and magical things
in the travels it has thus found
it is time to look around

clearer does the muse get thicker
when a precise glode become quicker
how far does one's interest grow?
it becomes even further than one method goes.
is there even a moment or time
that compromises even you and I?

said I.....
I--- eh, and I said I....
oh ... I

I had a moment.
I had a trade off... I ----- eh...

oh I he---ed
I heed more than rice can. Oh, I...

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