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damned lost angel from venice beach

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Monday Jan 16, 2006

Jan 16, 2006
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I love New York City. Just have to tell you that. It is amazing and the reasons for being here are clear as the people who enter my life and continue to change it.

My visit to Los Angeles was good, it showed me what I missed and what I left behind. I am not homesick at all anymore, just the time I needed to answer my own questions left for when I left.

She's an Extraordinary girl
In an ordinary world
And she cant seem to get away

He lacks the courage in his mind
Like a child left behind
Like a pet left in the rain

She's all alone again
Wiping the tears from her eyes
Some days he feels like dying
She gets so sick of crying

She sees the mirror of herself
And image she wants to sell
To anyone willing to buy

He steals the image in her kiss
From her hearts apocalypse
From the one called whatsername

She's all alone again
Wiping the tears from her eyes
Some days he feels like dying
Some days he's not worth trying
Now that they're both up on it
She gets so sick of crying

She's an Extraordinary girl
an Extraordinary girl


Now the bittersweet life-changing revelation.

Just the other night I was chatting with a girl at my new DEN who is very well informed about the research I am doing for my personal gain and the purpose of saving the planet from a horrible fate. I have been asking the universe lately what exactly my bloodline and genetic coding is. I got my answer.

Reptilian. Great. frown
latchbeam:
I love NYC!!!! I am glad you are no longer homesick biggrin
Jan 16, 2006
silveronthetree:
or you could save up for a dna test smile

Glad you`re feeling good about NY.
Jan 16, 2006

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