the tie that binds. 
oh how we are all connected.
my slave is an amazing boy. he makes me so happy and pleased; he shows me how much I have advanced in my field as well as gives me feedback by reacting in session with me. he is my Hansel, my Baron when he is a good boy. I love him like a fat kid loves cake.
"take it to the limit one more time"
New York is here... the departure is all I have to do. The check for my car has arrived, the car is sold, I leave more than likely saturday night. I have waited months for this... and now I have my slave wanting me to stay and my prince (yes he is back in the picture like clockwork... 2.5 months later) are both wanting me to stay but knowing I should go. good grief.
there is nothing left for me in this city of demons and devils. I see the world as is and just accept that my lovely lady, my city of angels, is overflowing with the evils on this planet and in this dimension. our reality is breaking down and has been for a number of years now.. just some of us are crazy enough to see the "they" and understand that we may sound crazy discussing, act crazy seeing, but we know we are not. seeing and not believing is more of a damaging ignorant existance than seeing and believing. it keeps me sane sometimes actually... especially when I get people to beg the question.
in my search I have realized we have a plethora of different alien races mixing into the humanoid existance... some remaining exclusive though. I have met at least three different species... and they continue to grow. the awareness is very simple but welming... somedays are better than others. it is only when something can see I SEE them as is that I get nervous... some do not like to be recongnized. others get a kick out of the acceptance level.
I have been fucking two of these species for over 3 years... I cannot deny or avoid interaction... let alone be a hypocrite. I would then reverse the 6 months of PERSONALITY AA I have been training myself in - and that would just cop up to a waste of 6 months. I am trying to get a handle on the last of the kinks in my systems. I do not think it is a "handle", maybe just an acceptance of letting go.
We have all the answers... we just choose not to listen.
oh how we are all connected.
my slave is an amazing boy. he makes me so happy and pleased; he shows me how much I have advanced in my field as well as gives me feedback by reacting in session with me. he is my Hansel, my Baron when he is a good boy. I love him like a fat kid loves cake.
"take it to the limit one more time"
New York is here... the departure is all I have to do. The check for my car has arrived, the car is sold, I leave more than likely saturday night. I have waited months for this... and now I have my slave wanting me to stay and my prince (yes he is back in the picture like clockwork... 2.5 months later) are both wanting me to stay but knowing I should go. good grief.
there is nothing left for me in this city of demons and devils. I see the world as is and just accept that my lovely lady, my city of angels, is overflowing with the evils on this planet and in this dimension. our reality is breaking down and has been for a number of years now.. just some of us are crazy enough to see the "they" and understand that we may sound crazy discussing, act crazy seeing, but we know we are not. seeing and not believing is more of a damaging ignorant existance than seeing and believing. it keeps me sane sometimes actually... especially when I get people to beg the question.
in my search I have realized we have a plethora of different alien races mixing into the humanoid existance... some remaining exclusive though. I have met at least three different species... and they continue to grow. the awareness is very simple but welming... somedays are better than others. it is only when something can see I SEE them as is that I get nervous... some do not like to be recongnized. others get a kick out of the acceptance level.
I have been fucking two of these species for over 3 years... I cannot deny or avoid interaction... let alone be a hypocrite. I would then reverse the 6 months of PERSONALITY AA I have been training myself in - and that would just cop up to a waste of 6 months. I am trying to get a handle on the last of the kinks in my systems. I do not think it is a "handle", maybe just an acceptance of letting go.
We have all the answers... we just choose not to listen.
And See I was hoping it was better on the West Coast.
Sorry I took so long to get back to you. I've been going through a serious set of metamorphosi ,please excuse me.