m_bethany

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

there are visions and intuitive mindsets manifesting into my subconscious again. I can see clearer who I am and what role I play in this lifetime... and the part of me that is crazy is afraid not of "them" but of the world who choose to ignore the shift and change of our spiritual existances waking up...

I know my purpose, I chose my path, I know what I am to do. I fear not the future, monotany is the only weapon "them" have to keep hope dead. Fear is the ultimate mindfuck - and your brain is just an organ as well as your heart and the body that is your vessel. I no longer want to live in a world where knowledge and truth is behind lock and key, controled by societies who make up their own religions and institutions, keeping the public blind and deaf to their own evolution.

I know soon enough I will be publishing my research on my website, now being built with pics and journal... also the research for my thesis' will be posted for commentary. I know there is a reason why the NEW WORLD ORDER was established the same time as the USA (in 1776 in Balivia... look it up), do you?

it SEEMS everyday is exactly the same... but I wake up and see more than I like to each waking moment.