m1stab

Color me Cathartic:

its remarkable how your own emotions can surprise you. i've always been pretty well on top of what i felt, if not overly expressive of those feelings. butthings of late have been more than a little overwhelming.

i went to class today thinking i was going to lay on something of an excuse for a late paper, and some missed classes. A slight overstatement of how bad this month has been going, and how much it has affected my school work. as it happened, the act of verbalizing whats been happening was more than i could deal with. five minutes worth of kind conversation, and one near breakdown later...

well, i guess i have a fairly clear idea of whats going on with me. i'd been thinking that hermitage and excessive sleep had been more of the same old stuff, but i guess it turns out that there may really be something going on that needs more of my attention.

ok, i don't want to bore anyone with the details. i can only really imagine that one other member will be reading this.

boohoohoo
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well, on a lighter note...
I'm really digging the ensalada. haven't eaten much in the last few days, and had gotten to the point where hunger is so extreme that you have no appetite. So, the salad really, uhm, primed the pump so to speak. so, between that and the chix-patties i'm all about the food. and the lipppy smacky lippy noises.