m0use

all i'm gonna say is angelina jolie lips, and angelina jolie hands

you are beautiful

-where've you been? is everything okay?

Hope you find your way. Looks like you have alot of support from members on this site.

-try and have a merry christmas

its all good...beleted!

Look if you need to eat and hold it down got to Franco's Pizzeria on moody st. in waltham. Francos will take care of everything.

Wow. Look, I don't want to sound like I'm trying to underscore your loss, here. But I've seen and dealt with what you're going through. I am in the Marine Corps and just got back from Iraq. I have seen guys I've only known for only 2-3 years, but were closer than most family, get blown apart in gruesome, horrible demonstrations of human frailty. These are guys I lived and worked with...spent most of my adult life getting to know their families and their hopes, dreams, and plans. And I watched them die horribly or saw their bodies afterward. The point I'm making is this: No amount of words will ever erase a loss, nor will any amount of yelling lessen the burden. However, there comes a point when brooding becomes counter-peoductive. I don't want to sound like the ending of a Brady Bunch episode, but there is something to be learned from every life experience. Even if it's something as small as learning the depths your heart can fall to or what your emotional/mental limits are, there is still something to gain...ALWAYS. I learned not to take ANYTHING for granted anymore from my experiences. Life has gained such a flavor now that it becomes impossible to imagine my mentality before. Regardless of how much your father was around, he was still your FATHER.....half your reason for being. I know adopted people, who, on learning of the death of their real parents, whom they've never met..feel a HUGE sense of loss. It is simply an aspect of the human condition. They are your blood. Doctors, ARE of course, USELESS....They make their living treating symtoms, not sickness. So they don't give a shit about the root of the problem, as long as they can numb ya enough for a while. Numbness is the body's self defense. The state of shock that erupts after a significant loss is enough to make the strongest men nearly comatose for periods of time. I know...I've seen it. Finally, as far as you not having talents or skills, that is total bullshit. I can tell simply by reading your posting, that you are VERY intelligent, wel, read and spoken, and you have a passion for life and others that is so excessive, you feel an empathatic pang on others' misfortune. Don't sell yourself short, girl....'cause when it comes with dealin up and movin on...ur really the only friend you got. So, take a deep breath, and a good look around. Try to notice and appreciate something you never did before, and take comfort in it. And, most importantly, take it one day at a time. Good luck, and if you need someone to talk to, feel free ta hit me up.

you should fill in what makes you happy

Sounds familiar. Mom and I against the world...

mOuse, tell me stories

that's right, wanna touch?

That was me beeping and waving in the black SUV.Saw the SG sticker then noticed it was you.

:lick:

That usually helps, however if you require something stronger, it can be arranged.

-being alone is good sometimes. i dig alone.

i joined you group . i share your pain

Hi there.

Congrats on the move! So I will not buy old republic because of the crack level of addictiveness to that game that many many people have warned me about.