m0use

(when we died, i tried to bribe the undertaker)

Instead of coming back, i died. And withdrew even further. I am still far away. Tug on my tether and reel me back in, please. I need the help.
Still have this website open on my desktop every single day and have not looked at a single set since who knows when.
Been very sick, very stressed, very depressed. My various chronic pain, illness, and fatigue conditions have teamed up to kick my ass non stop for a while now. My life has been about working the retail thing, chatting with the Northern Starr (who has since my last report, officially become my Significant Other), fighting with my roomate-best friend-worst enemy, and sleep. Literally nothing else.
I need to stop this vicious cycle but i don't know how. I don't know why i'm writing this hear. Ummm...